In line for a kiss,                                   94

         Beneath the moonlit touch

         Of a hooker’s hand

         Of course she’s a loved one

         Loved one, loved all:

         French kisses on me, in her

         Favorite women’s room

       IN THE

   ABATTOIR                                                  (92)

       SLAUGHTERHOUSE:

       PICTURE THAT,

         Grief is my (moon) beam,                              94

         Sucking breeze.

         An orange smog carpet of clouds,

           The sky is a walnut,                                93

           A prune,

           A lady in waiting

           For yet another

           Eruption,

           Another immortal moment

           Inside the rock,

ABSOLUTE.  INTERZONE BIZZARE,                                   (94)

       I

     ABSCOND                                                   (91)

       WITH SOME WORDS;

             Oh, Summer night!  Night without war,             92

             Night without the supremacy of white

             Snow, don’t you know we all love peace?

         Hardeyed, I tell you                                 94

         Love, never a code word,

         Forbad

         Words of experience

         That sounded similar to

         “I love you…

             Every night, a little more burned out,            92

             Sons of sex maniacs and whoremongers

             Sons of coming and going with booze

             Daughters of the milking breast

             Daughters of the hammered hemorrhoid

             Fathers of future disease

             Fathers of freedom

             Mothers of need and greed

             Mothers of the wash room

             Grandfathers of progress

             Grandfathers of mass production

             Grandmothers of silent watchfulness

             Your fame and glory

             Are candles without wax, (wicks floating in oil)

             On the nightclub scene

       TIED TO THE VIVID

       EXPLOSION

             The sky is not a velvet cock                      92

             Nor the earth a womb

             Of only warmth

       ONLY

ADVOCACY                                                        (94)

       SUSTAINS

             Sister Q.Z. (THAT’S ME!)                          92

             Had a man who couldn’t please me,

             Didn’t even try to tease me,

             Needing, as I do, a spank and a whack

             When I scratch his brother’s back

         I was a fat tub                                       94

         Standing on squat legs

         Young and begging

         To be entered

         But you gave me a diamond scrub

         Descended upon me from above

         And, in bubblebath crystals,

         You brought me lilacs.

         Hand above eyes,                                      94

         Squinting, I search the ecliptic

         For words in precession, wobbling

         Along the Van Allan Belts

         Like a toboggan ride down the dark dandruff

         Of a permanent wave (the kind you go back to get redone)

       SWATTING ASTEROIDS,

AERIAL                                                          (94)

       FLIES FLY

       IN THE FACE OF REALITY.

       OKAY, JUST

             Statisticate to be unlike meaninglessness         92

       GO AHEAD  GO AHEAD AND LIVE!!!!

AFRICA WORLD                                                    (94)

AFRICAN AMERICAN                                                (94)

AFROHISPANIC                                                   (94)

       PANIC

   AFTER THE END                                               (92)

     AGADA                                                     (91)

       GADFLY PAPER

       FRIGHTENS MILD HER

               Glastonbury                                     91

               What keeps me away

               An obese woman

               Once a prisoner of fad

               Now retired to a feast

               Tiny bits of the best

               In the flatlands under the mountains

       WITH HER

AGASSIZ                                                         (94)

   AGENDA                                                      (92)

       SITTING STONED

AHSAHTA, COLDDRILL                                             (94)

       PUMMELED

       VORTICE?

       WHORE TENSE

       SHEBOYGAN

       MAN, OH, MAN

       I DON’T WANT TO BURN OUT

           Until Winter Pops In For a Visit                    94

           He Reads

           A Postcard From Iraq for Christmas

           The people snub us

           But to surrender.  Send toothpaste.

           Met many terrible, smelly men  barracks crowded.

           Great to be on shore patrol, off the ship.

           It was a long four months at sea.

           I may be home after a second wave

           Of blood soaks the sand.  Baby’s due

           In July.  No contraceptives or abortions

           Available.  It won’t have your eyes.

                                    Your loving wife,

                                    Chastity

       WHILE

AILERON TAKES A VOWEL MOVEMENT,                                 (94)

         Small blue thesaurus                                  94

         Sits dioxidizing

         Dinosaur creations,

         Penned plumage

         Of toothless tripescented

         Feline, pharaohfollowing,

         Ankhishly holding sparrows

         Like Teflon pterodactyls

       LIKE BAD

AIM.                                                            (94)

           I go to war                                         93

           For my mother’s pasty

           Fingers, her orchard,

           And glory

             The faggots would not leave me alone              92

             They went without coming after they pawed

             Pubescent me, sharing their loneliness

             Like longlicked, swelling penii

             And lonely now, youth gone, I search

             For company I don’t have to hug

       SWOLLEN

   ALCHEMY                                                     (92)

           Do you know your writing on the surface of anything? 93

       IF DEPTH MEANS GLORIFICATION OF FICTIONALIZED

ALICE JAMES COLLECTIVES                                         (94)

       OR JAMESIANS

       WHOSE TONGUELESSNESS

       IS A COUNTRY EMBARRASSED, EMBITTERED

       UNNOTICED  WHO WINS?

               Your tree has more circles,                     91

               Knots from broken branches, leaves that left,

               So I use my chainsaw, cut you down to my level,

               Sculpt a galloping stallion for friends to fawn over

               And leave a giant clearing, too empty for does in

                                                              Winter.

               By Twit Nevershare                              91

               I am modeling myself in porcelain

               Halfbaked highlights, rerounded

               And rerouted in the runny clay,

               The glint of light does not enter me

               As I shape the outside of my poetry

             Whining about rusty locks                         92

             With back porch bramble words

             And implied secrets safe,

             But only safe when described as canopeners

             Rusting.

       I SAY

         Grow only?                                            94

         Grow only to … (whatever)?

         Not my children

         They grow up

         Even if they smell

         Of fish

             All over the Lower East Side                      92

             Art spills into veins

             Is guzzled down gullets

             Tangos with terror

             And then is forgotten

             There lies my mistress in her bed                 92

             She’d like to move but her limbs are dead

             Her mind alive with rainbow wings

     ALTERNATIVE                                               (91)

       MOODS

ALTERNATIVE                                                     (94)

       ACTION SOMETIMES

         sHIT in THE BUCKet                                    94

         TOTo

       ACTIVATES

             So much passion                                   92

             Portrayed

             To smash

             Innocence

             Like a gay guy

             Just out of his closet

             Flashing his

             Chocolatechipped dick

   ALURA                                                       (92)

       IN THE AZURE DUST

         Words got you clogged?                                94

         Try a tango

               Spring                                          91

               The beautiful brown fingers of Oak in Spring

               Are malignant with uncontrolled green budding

               Against glorious grey clouds, laden with acid

               Too soon, Summer’s leaves will make them look flaccid.

               The incandescent sprinkles of distant stars     91

               Are porch lights in patterned mythology

               Guarding yards where families went supernova

       HOT SUN

AMBIT                                                           (94)

       GAMBIT

       SUICIDE GAMBLERS

       BUNDLING FARDEL BURDENS

       STEPPED ON BY

AMELIA                                                          (94)

       OH, I’D LIKE TO

       HEAL YA

           Go to foreign lands                                 93

           To become bilingual

           Stay home for homily

AMELIA

       AGAIN AGAIN

         My cyan indignation                                   94

         At cyanide coloration

         Of craft and capability

       THE POISON

       IS AMELIORATED

       BUT NOT BY

AMELIA

         Jung in slant rhymes                                94

         An archetypal “din”

         Not to get lost in

       IN AN

   AMERICAN SQUAREDANCE                                        (92)

       TOWN

     AMERICAN STUDIES, MARILU, HERLAND                         (91)

       SILLY SHOCK WARRIORS

       SHACKLED STILL BY SELFCONCEPT,

               Horny hitchhikerhousewife                       91

               Waves beauty in the wake of trucks

               Pieces of poetry scatter

               Like a storm cloud, billowing

               Backward into the past

       BY INCLUSION REALIZED

       WITHOUT A GOOD “WHY”

       MEET OUR

AMERICAN TOLKIEN SOCIETY                                        (94)

       WHY?

       BECAUSE

             Tolkien’s poetry                                  92

             Schooooooooshes in aluminum

             Like the poptop

             Of a soda can

       THE ALUMINUM TRANSITION OF THE

AMERICAN VOICE                                                  (94)

       IS SO CLOSE TO THE CHANTS

       OF OARSMEN ON SLAVE SHIPS

       BUT WE ARE ….. WE ARE

       SAVING OURSELVES FOR POSTERITY

         A Kid’s Day in Wonderland                             94

         My mother hates my arsenal

         She hides my Ouzi

         Reads from books that lie

         Outside, real flesh (smiling

         Out of gaping wounds) warriors

         Fight for freedom, teeth clenched

             Under mossy rocks                                 92

             Under (water) pressure

             In the muck miasma

             Under the big toe of poverty

             The sponge

             Dreams starfish darknesses

             And separation

       STRANGLING

ANACONDA                                                        (94)

       SLITHERING

ANALECTA                                                        (94)

       DELECTABLE

       EAT IT!

             Neglect?                                          92

             One less cigarette?

             No designer sneakers?

             Handmedown clothing?

             Leftovers often?

             No vacation in France?

             Caffree coffee?

             How dare you claim

             Neglect?

         You drive your car                                    94

         Naked

         But not without

         A seat belt

       APPLE

     AND CORE                                                  (91)

       AND CORE

             Centered, the silly line soothes and sates.       91

                         We went for a walk.

       DO IT THE WAY I TELL YOU TO.

       PARTAKE OF LIBERAL THINKING

       AND, OF COURSE,

   ANDROGYNE                                                   (92)

       TOO.

             We gather words                                   92

             Like lonely ladies

             Calling for demons

             To impregnate the pauses

       INERT

     ANERCA                                                    (91)

               Most holes are not (W)holes                     91

               To fall into in the Fall.

               Waiting for Winter to winter

               The storm, window screens scream, ripped

       IN THE

     ANGEL SUN                                                 (91)

       ANGLE SON

       DANGLING

       FISHSTORY BIG

               Her tush

               As good as gravy

               Her lips

               Were wide awake

             Why women scream                                  92

             Because of their multiple men

             Because of their menstrual release

             Because of their mutual isolation

             Because they don’t wear rubbers

ANIMAL TALES.                                                 (93)

       FLOUNDERING

       FOUNDRY

       FOUNDER

       FOUND HER

ANJOU?                                                          (94)

       DOES FISH SUIT YOU?

ANSUDA                                                          (94)

       THE

ANT FARM                                                      (93)

       BUSTLES ENCASE

       YOUR GLUTES

       HIDING HARRIED PRE

       OCCUPATIONS

           Does our fence really need                          93

           Feathers from the dead bird

           You dream?

       OOPS!

       BUSTLE FENCE FALLS

       BOUNDARY BROKEN

       BUT THE LAND INSIDE IT

       IS STILL OURS

       FOR NOW

ANTAEUS, ECCO                                                   (94)

       FOR NOW

ANTERIOR BITEWING                                               (94)

         Cold, cold, soothing peace                            94

         (Full enough? Full enough)

ANTHOLOGY                                                       (94)

       OF NAMES  BIG NAMES

             The magician I know                               92

             Conjured a family

             With my mother

               Sunday is not his Sabbath                       91

               Saturday is

               Sunday, pulling and bagging,

               He rakes Autumn’s refuse.

ANTIGONISH                                                      (94)

       ANTIGONAD

       BUT YOU WITH YOUR LEGS PARTED

       ARE MY FANTASY

       NOT

ANYTHING THAT MOVES.                                            (94)

         His proud march in the gay parade                     94

         Could have been pride for having, maybe,

         Helped to save all humanity

         Bahboom!                                             94

         Why so few shootings heard about?

         Because grief and fear of grief can turn to rebellion,

         Retrograde projectiles aimed backwards up the trajectory?

           Posthumous accolades                                93

           Are better than being forgotten,

           Rotten, swamp succor

           In the everglades of the immediate

         Hokma Nistarah                                        94

         Translates like this

         Secret wisdom

             Words worried wasted when                         92

             The man fell on his face

             Into the warm wet gutter

             Of his woman’s disgrace

       BUT I’LL BET SHE HAD FUN, WET FUN

ARNAZELLA                                                       (94)

       POINTED

ARROWWOOD,                                                      (94)

       PORCUPINED TREE OF YOUR

ARS                                                           (93)

       UP YOUR ART!

       IN THESE

ART TIMES.                                                      (94)

             How to think in modernity                         92

             Make existence a greedy glut

             Of lowdollar barrels, rolling

             Out to sea.  We don’t all get

             Bombed but all need energy

             Bored and poor                                    92

             Wise and rich men

             Wander (wonder, at least)

             Women produce

             At home with men

             Who linger alone

             “Never agains”                                    92

             So so “can never go home”

             Impregnated

             So sure

             No miracle will reoccur,

             Sit down, so settled

           Beneathness                                         93

           You want

           A city frozen

           Under ice

           So that you won’t

           Need to put up

           With pity

           For the chilly mollusks

           Creeping into your heart

       WHAT SICKLE WISH WAS SUBJECTED

       TO THE DOUBLEEDGED

     AXE                                                       (91)

       TO CUT DEEP

       FROM THE OBSERVER’S POINT

       OF VIEW?

               Objective obliteration                          91

               Doesn’t cut me

       COWS COULDN’T MAKE IT IF NOT FOR PROFIT

     AXE FACTORY                                               (91)

       TO MAKE MORE

       TREES

               Mussolini was my mistress                       91

               Hitler was my halter

               Hirohito was my hook

               Begin was the beginning of another fashion statement

     AXIS                                                      (91)

       THE CRUX IS

       THAT

               The jeans have his father’s bulges              91

               Are worn down at the knees and thighs,

               Craftwork jeans embroidered with

               Doublehelix spirals and sixties paisley

     AXIS                                                      (91)

       AGAIN

               If you come                                     91

               And be nice

               To your brother

               I’ll bake a cake.

BABY SUE                                                        (94)

   BABYFISH (LOST ITS MOMMA)                                   (92)

       IN A CHICKEN/EGG

       QUANDARY

       SITTING IN MY

BACKYARD                                                      (93)

           One single diverseness                              93

       WITH

BACON                                                           (94)

         There is an hormonal haze                             94

         In his testosterone soul

         His heart a rutting beast,

         Over gonads, that searches

         For its next beat

       OVER AN EPINEPHRINE CLIFF

       HIS LEFT

BALL  SIDE O’ FRIES                                           (94)

         Radical feminism                                      94

               Side o’ fries

         Support

               Side o’ fries

         Escape

               Side o’ fries

         Abortion

               Side o’ fries

         Divine plan

               Side o’ fries

         Dignity

               Side o’ fries

         35footlong

               Side o’ fries

BANGTAIL                                                      (93)

       AND TITS

           Don’t disparage the drone                         93

           Look,

           The sly part is that those New

           York drones don’t need

           A queen

       BOUNCING HOME

       THEY LIVE ON

BANK STREET WITH RED PORT AUTHORITY                             (94)

         Hamhock, sirloin,                                    94

         Filet, shoulder,

         Butt and Chuck

         He separates his lovers

         Into parts

     BELLADONNA                                                91

       BRICKLAYER

       FALLS TO GROUND

               Gravity pulls pagans, too                       91

BELLADONNA                                                    (93)

       FOR A

     BELLEVUE                                                  (91)

               The pretty names,                               91

               Like colors

               And amethyststudded rings,

               Are less in their abundance

BELLFLOWER                                                      (94)

       DISCONTENT

       BARK

             Picture made,                                     92

             My head crashes

             Against the poet’s

             Philosophy

               The lost snail                                  91

               Slugging along the bricks

               Slime sister on concrete

       BE

       LITTLE

       BELITTLE

BELOIT                                                          (94)

       AND OBSTRUCTION TO ABSTRACTION

         Mystical acid queen                                   94

         Becomes

         Blind, mute

         Secret herbal

         Donor of flightless

         Frustration

       DOING THE MENTAL

   BENCH PRESS                                                 (92)

       THE PECK BUILDER

       NEEDS WEIGHT

BENEATH THE SURFACE                                             (94)

       UNDER TOADS

       UNDER MINING

       UNDERWEAR

       TO ELIMINATE

       ONE EXTRA STAIN

         My eyes droop at sound distortion                     94

         Muffled by a vacuum tightness

         In a safe car

         On a dark road

         Lit by strobe lights.

         My father never sleeps

BERKELEY                                                        (94)

             Chaos is not a butterfly;                         92

             Butterflies live within

             Slipstream geometry

             Hamiltonians,

             Halftruths to cover

             Our waxed and polished,

             Shineglossed,

             Shellac mistakes

     BERKELEY                                                  (91)

               Mirthmockerymakingishness                       91

               To tear apart or to expand

               Is not always like

               The language of rap

               Which pseudorefuses to use

               Anything white on the page

               But not rhyme

         The Healthy Child                                     94

         Sleepy eyes, dark hall,

         The dull sound of lines and then

         A brother calling with thunder

         From the lightening street

               It has been a long time going                   91

               But after postmodern man

               The word will try for wisdom

               Again, not just “Bauhaus” concrete

               But organic concrete

               And shape won’t matter so much

               As long as there are some shoes,

               Then, to fit those funny, flat feet.

               His Lap Dog                                     91

               Too rich to drive

               Myself away,

               I stay, sitting

               Sad, a tad tipsy,

               Isolated like

               The litter’s runt

BLACK AMERICAN                                                (93)

             A peaceful hidden war                             92

             Where are the white women?

             Waiting on this line

             Or taken through the back door

             (Not now the socialpariahindication

             It used to be?), it may be

             The very last fixation

             Of economic disproportion,

             To get those nagging nosy white women

             Out of the house and local affairs,

             So moan

BLACK BEAR                                                      (94)

           Clapping its intestine                              93

               Name the news event                             91

               Blame the blood

               Versify variations

               Of Voltaire’s  What Frenchman

               Was it?  maggots

               Growing out of a cat’s

               Vagina; telling the whore

               “That soon will be you”

               And hit the stomach

               The groin, the heart

               The brain, with one

               Tiny, little, rosecolored stain.

             Somehow, the maggots                              92

             And oatmeal

             Connect

             By my scorn

             Tries to put a hierarchy

             Upon the food chain

             Tries to separate the superficial

             From a shotgun facial

         Tapioca from Topeka                                   94

         Toast on a Buttered Tray

         Tea to the Side

         Visit from A Boyfriend Who Smelled of Perfume and Stale Sex

         Sickly  drowsed

         Sickly  heard weeping

         Sickly  survived

             To write

         Sickly  verse

BLACK BOOKS                                                     (94)

       BLACK THOUGHTS

       BACKSTABBED BY BAD IMPRESSIONS

BLACK BOUGH                                                     (94)

         Easter Mourning                                       94

         Children

         Running naked

         Egg shells breaking

         Secret knowledge is                                   94

         A fetus festering unborn

               But, Daddy didn’t do it!                        91

         on joy                                                94

         oh, joy!

         enjoy on joy.  enjoy joy.

         enjoy joy on joy.

         on joy, enjoy joy.

BLACK RIVER

       RUNNING FROM MY TWAT

       (WHAT A THOUGHT)

         Ageism  all old men don’t have loose teeth          94

         Serpentsight  most pines are straight

         Fear  of more than just “frictions”

         Children are always throwing death

         In their parents’ faces

BLACK SCHOLAR                                                   (94)

             Your jello is unformed                            92

             I sit in the cold

             To help it mold

             I know no philosophy                              92

             That can not be abused

             But who ever said

             We shouldn’t have girls

             As children because

             They might get raped?

           Branflake farts and dirty dishes?                  93

BLANK GUN ??????? SILENCER                                      (94)

       UPSET

               Sometimes truth leaks out                       91

               Of Winter’s broken pipes

               Unintended

         I spit into the cold                                  94

         Dark corridors of your soul

         To lubricate the vamp you were

       YOU KNOW I HATE TO PICK ON THE LITTLE GUYS

       BUT POETS ARE ALL BIG IN MY EYES

       HAVE TWENTYINCH PENII AND BASKETBALLS

       OR AT LEAST DILDOS TO STRAP ON

       TO REAM THE EDGES OF THE TRUTH,

       AND TONGUES AND LIPS AND FINGERS FOR LATER

       TO SOOTHE ANY PAIN THAT’S CAUSED TO

       YOU PECKERHEADS,

       YOU PUCKERED PUSSIES,

       BLUE LIPS STUCK TO

     BLUE BUILDINGS                                            (91)

   BLUE GUITAR                                                 (92)

             Player with blue fingers                          92

             Plucks pensively, painted

             For effect, he watches t.v.

             Frets about t.b., drips

             Blood from his fingertips,

             Examines his sperm, his life,

             His worth during daytime.

         There is a difference between chewing up children     94

         And not stopping the cannibals

         So, America is timid, a bystander wussie,

         In horror, numbed to complacency by compromise

             Selfconscious                                    92

             I

             Still see

             Depth

             In her newmade

             Love poetry

         The swan flew faster than ever                        94

         For fearfrozen fish,

         Dived and then

         BAM!!!!

         Headfirst it glided through clear ice,

         Outside the Pyrex factory;

         A feather landed in the snow

         Gotta give you something to see?                      92

         The canoe glide describes the real me

         The gilded leaf my golden thoughts

         The creamcolored corn my segments

         The blue fetus, unborn, my past tense? (is that it?)

             Rosegarnished                                    92

             Dinner

             A lost recipe

             Describing grief

             Because love

             Can be laughed at

             (whereas laughing at grief is not PC)(That’s a TLA and

             this is a TLA only that TLA is a twoletteranagram and

             this one is three)

       STUCK IN A

BOGG                                                            (94)

         She thought New York                                  94

         Was a state

         Of mind

             You give yourself too much credit                 92

             To think the bank

             Will keep your records and give you a history

             After all your debts are paid.

         A Waitress Visiting Chicago Yells                     94

         “Na na na poo poo

         Owwwwwher

         Jazz

         Is better than

         Yoooooouuur

         Jazz!”

         And I call it finderskeepers poetry

         But you do see the deep meaning, don’t you?

         Alice Walker from fiction class                       94

         Shows up in Marilyn’s poetry

       Showup toeup

       SPARKING

BOREALIS                                                        (94)

       AURORA NIPPLES

         Often, awake, I see                                   94

         Mice and rabbits

         Running across the page,

         Knowing that your poetry

         Understands

         The seen better than the dream

         You keep falling deeper                               94

         Into suicidal bliss,

         Imagining how pretty

         All the red will be

         Against this season’s fashions

               Sleep tight                                     91

               Blanket’s big enough

               To ward off

               Fitful images

       WELL

       DONE WITH THOSE BLACK AND BLUELINED EYES

       DONE WITH

BOUILLABAISSE                                                   (94)

       BEEFY BABES

BOULEVARD                                                       (94)

             Barmaid titmouse                                 92

             With a pocket full

             Of cheese

             Doesn’t want to sell

             Much more than sleaze

       AND THE BOUILLABAISSE, BEEFY BABES, BOULEVARD ANTHEM

       BIM BAM BOOM BOOMS

       IN THE SOULS OF TESTOSTERONE BIMBOS

       (AND ON A NOTE OF MORE ROMANCE, INSTEAD OF CALLING ME A BIMBO

       SHOULDN’T I BE CALLED A BIMBA?)

       BIM BAH BOOM

BOX YOUR DOG FEMINIST.  THE BASEBALL                          (93)

       BOUNCES INTO A

   BOX                                                         (92)

       OF CRACKERS

       CRACKING JOKE, BONE AND GUM

               The gogo girl                                  91

               Came

               To sit on

               His Saturday

               Suntan

               Went without

               Waiting

               For (money) day

BRUNSWICK                                                       (94)

       BECOMES ASH

       WHEN THE LOVEWAX

       WANES

           DNA tells                                           93

           Of shape, not soul

           Becoming “I”

BUFFALO SPREE                                                   (94)

       CHIPS OR DIPS

       (DON’T SATISFY.)

         Separatist!                                           94

         Does it soothe your guilt

         To stay away

         When confronted

         By a cloudy day?

       I GOTTA GET A

       BUYLINE

BYLINE                                                          (94)

             Sleep poet sleep                                  92

             Your dreams are more true

             Your apathy

             Tells more about

             Your nature,

             The searching for sounds

             Degrades your sense,

             Your blanket more comforter

             Than an untangled phrase

     CACHE                                                     (91)

       CASHED GREEN

               Cash crop                                       91

               Confused

               Corn

               A

               Cop(e)

               Ia

     CAESURA                                                   (91)

       IN A CRAMPED

CAFE                                                            (94)

         Sperm suspension                                      94

         Without suspense

CALLALOO                                                     (93)

       INFRINGING UPON

CALLI’S                                                      (93)

CALYX                                                          (94)

       RIGHTS

               She won’t let me come                          91

               When she goes out;

               In her turning from culture

               Lies

               The feminine turning from mother

               Just as much

CAMELLIA                                                       (94)

       CAN’T CONNECT

               Horniness is to handguns                       91

               As

               Shopping is to babies

               no….

               Horniness is to handguns

               As

               Sun is to pudding

               no….

               Horniness is to handguns

               As

               Poetry is to propaganda

               (the big lie kind, not like good bullshit,

               not tainted by only truth and omission)

               Cribbage                                       91

               We peg for points

               Look for pairs and threesomes

               Doubleskunk when we can

               Play listless

               Play

           Birds                                              93

           How pretty they are

           Before the pellets hit them

             Barrenness was planted                           92

             In that Winter field

             By only one frost

             And a proclivity for gold

             Rather than the green

             Shoots of family farming

             With heaters and husbandry

       LIKE

CANDLESTONES                                                   (94)

       (OR GALLSTONES),

       SELFISH LITTLE SURPRISES

         Oh, those barbaric Euros                             94

         Such nasty colonizing creatures!

         Melonmush                                         94

         Is the honeydew

         Green or orange?

         Is the daughter seed

         White inside?

     A CAROLINA?                                              (91)

               Or does she see                                91

               Colors as tripping

               Tools over poetry

               Stumps

               And taboo humps

CAROLINA                                                     (93)

               Anything sucking                               91

               Reminds me of

               What you said

               About my poetry

               Everything creaking

               And wrinkled and poor

               Glows on the wet face

               Of youth you adore

             Bills for the cleanser?                          92

             Jeff and Jim?

             Clean fire?

             Freeloading initiative?

             “Excellence” abridged?

CAROLINA WREN                                                  (94)

       CHIRPING

             Poetry lives as long                             92

             As pen meets paper

             In any gutter or penthouse

             Where there is feeling to express

             Or thought to share

             But good poetry goes

             Where great poetry doesn’t dare

             And will until the penthouse pet

             Kisses the gutter dog with glee

             And calls the barking “great poetry”

         I sit with Superman, Margaret Sanger,                94

         Martin Luther King, Mother Theresa,

         Ghandi, and any other great name

         I can think of, pretending

         To hold their hands, in my attempt

         To hold your attention.

             Siniod at Maggie’s Nipple                        92

             Taut horizon

             Pitted face of the moon

             Rolling, round hills

             Licked by lightning

       TO BE A POET, YOUR DAD MUST HAVE BEEN A DRUNK

       OR YOU MUST PRETEND HE WAS

       AND IF HE ABUSED YOU SEXUALLY OR HIT YOU, ALL THE BETTER

       FOR THIS NEW DADDY PRETENSE.

       MINE LOVED TO BITE NECK

       MOUNT A CAT

CATAMOUNT                                                      (94)

         The boy is eating breakfast                          94

         In a place to be called

         “The house of cracked eggs”

       WHICH LED TO

CATHARTIC                                                      (94)

       PUSSY DAYDREAMS

               Sex queen                                      91

               Starved for psychic

               Salivation,

               Lips licked,

               Eyes popping out,

               And other

               Manifestations of

               A sex scream

               “More!  Bigger!

               Deeper!”

       TO INFECT THE

CAT’S EAR                                                      (94)

         Nobody is home                                       94

         When

         Nobody is foreign

       WITHOUT EAR MITES

CATS                                                           (94)

       PURR

       INKY OCTOPUS

             Fucking                                          92

             Baby

             Sucked

             Out

         Chicken Little                                       94

         Pops out

         When the sky falls

             Castration versus                                92

             “Ripping their tits off”

CHANGING MEN

           Curry and oil?                                     93

           Farts and fellatio?

         They refuse to breed any more assholes               94

         On a theme of incest or not

         Being concerned about family planning

         His brother had to stop buggering him

       THEY SWITCH

   CHANNELS, CURRENTS                                         (92)

CHANTRY                                                        (94)

       PANTRY

             Your “rage” will                                 92

             Upset the rhythm

             Of the message

             Of the massage

             Of the masturbation

         Huff and puff away, lupine bitch                     94

         …… Huh?

         I can’t HEAR you!

CHANTS                                                       (93)

           Warm worm?                                         93

             Perversions                                      92

             For

             Plantations

       NO FORCED

CHASTITY                                                     (93)

       NO MOIST

       JAZZ TITTY

       AND

               Everything                                     91

               Progresses

               Better into

               Proud putrefaction

           Explode into soy sauce                             93

           Oh, my porkfried soul

           Explode into bowel movement,

           Into vomit, to exorcise

           Those nasty sin balls

CHATTAHOOCHEE                                                  (94)

       IS FREE

         A Good Date                                          94

         He grabbed my hair

         And pulled

         And pushed

CHELSEA                                                      (93)

CHICKADEE                                                      (94)

         Chewing china                                        94

       SLAPS YOUR KNUCKLES

       FOR DREAMING OR TAKES UP THE SLACK WITH

         The horny lightpost standing guard                   94

         Sometimes I know how it feels

               She wishes AIDS upon breeders?                 91

             Sick fucking poems about sick fucks!             92

         Oh, I feel a kindred spirit                          94

         To a cussing American Indian

         (Do I get published, now? … oh… Native American… shit!

         wrong again)

         I’m old but I’m rich                                 94

         And I’m a poet

         Full of

         Goblet wailings

         And lucky rain

         So, fuck me good

         Or I’ll complain

         You’re not enough

         And then you’ll be

         Up shit’s creek

         With only rope for

         A paddle

         Still breaking glass                                 94

         About Crystal Nacht

         And hiding in the homes

         Of the unchosen

             Paranoia                                         92

             Is the modern

             Classic

         It seems to be morning, Sour Puss.                   94

         You don’t need to purr

         Until you get your coffee

         In the kitchen and suck it down

         Mountain  so big                                   94

         Me   so small

         Mention mountain

         To excuse “me” extrapolations

       WALLET WATCH

CLOCKWATCH                                                     (94)

       YUPPEES

       YUP, YUP, UP

             Is Minsk the only specific                       92

             With accordion flowers,

             Expanding stars,

             Hillhaloed sky

             And a thousand million smiles

             To share?

       WITH

     CLOTHESPIN FEVER                                         (91)

               Clothespin fever                               91

                     spin fever

                       in fever

                       in  ever

                       in  Eve

                       I’   ve

                      “I”

       PEELED OUT IN THE STRETCH MARKS

         All I see is the ugly,                               94

         Pretending so hard to be pretty.

         I am pretty.  I am.

               Orgy or children’s storybook                   91

               Puzzle with two pieces

               To piece and sheets

               To separate sweat dance

               Dribble from burning friction

               And overhead fiction, outside,

               Looking down, crispening sheets

               And smoky smells to stoke

               The fire of revision

             White Trash                                      92

             I cry honk

             Without any rhythm

       MY FATHER AS

COLABORER                                                     (94)

       METICULOUS

         Women grossed out                                    94

         By their children

       DRAFTED

       A GRID OF DESCARTES

       A GRID TO MAKE ART

       A GRID TO PLANT THE SEEDS

       A GRID IRON TO UNWRINKLE CLOTHES

       A GRID TO MEASURE THE SHAPE OF HIS FACE

       A GRID IN THE ROUGH

       A GRID OF INTENSITY COLDER THAN NITROGEN

     COLDDRILL                                               (91)

       SOLDIER DRILLED

               Biology Boot Camp                              91

               Minds gorged

               Collaboration companions

               Shower and soap

               The drivel of doctors

               Who try to confuse

               With philosophy I never

               Wanted and jumbled lectures

               Or prescribed scripts

               That allow me to let them

               Draw the course

               Of suicide (not mine) dreams

               So we can say

               College was tough

               One guy died

               But we made it out

               Almost unscathed

COLLAGES AND BRICOLAGES                                        (94)

       OF EXISTENTIAL

       SERVITUDE

         Don’t believe a word I say?                          94

               She left her corks                             91

               On the counter

               Like a bandage kept

               From a warrior’s first wound

             Rilke screamed                                   92

             But you didn’t listen

             (He was dead and white)

             Or did you?

             “Let people die their own little death,

             Each the one they choose!”

             They lived a life for it, didn’t they?

             How can you condemn the way they look

             Or feel on the way out?

         From a seething pool                                 94

         Of industrial pollutants

         Grow pretty, little flower mutants

         Les Grands Mots a la Cote des Mots                   94

         Go ahead!

         Tell me you know

         More about war

         Because you went to a school

         That taught you French

               Cuntlicker                                     91

               I’m a cunt licker with long tongue

               I eat them alive

               But can’t tell you that

               In a plain simple way,

               Hide behind the mask

               Of solopseudopsychology

               And “your turn today”

   COLUMBUS SINGLE SCENE                                      (92)

             Why not frame the remains?                       92

             Bronze the toothpick he used;

             Put the wine glass under glass

             With a touch of red wine and his dribble

             Still inside, vacuum seal it.

             He comes; he goes.

             You don’t desperately need him

             He comes; he goes.

             You won’t leave up the toilet seat

             He comes; he goes.

       A COMMON SQUEAL

         Finger, you “obscene” silly symbol, I watch          94

         Myself blaming you for this expression

         Now you won’t pick my nose or enter her crotch

         And my hand gets the blame for this digression

         Thesis                                               94

         Antithesis

         Synthesis

         Thesis

               Momma abused my mind                           91

               Daddy didn’t do a thing

               He knew

               What did he do about it?

               She said she was being kind

               Ignored his suffering

               And mine.

         Multibigots                                         94

         Bag the big bucks

         The little bigots

         With only one cause

         Are too damn real to be political

         They really try to express how they feel

         And everyone knows that’s dangerous and stupid

         Honest bigotry is stupid

         Like poverty is a mental illness

         So the multibigots who only pick on the

         Silent minorities, the multibigots

         Bag the big bucks and sail away in their

         Big yachts for bigots

           Justice                                            93

           Is

           Just

           Ice

           In this desert

           Melting for money

       BUT NOT

THE COOL TRAVELER                                              (94)

             On Washington Square                             92

             Bug carpet leaves

             Sail on the wind

             Multiple visions

             Of a greybrown

             Day, insect eyes

             That don’t see

             “The Bottom Line”

             Trinkets of erotica, shattered romance           92

             In twisted love dance crystal

             Of diminishing frequency

             Refracted into an infinity

             Of excuses

           Certain times                                      93

           Newborn certain time

           In timeless now

           Times within the now

           Oh, yeah, and love moving universes

           Celestial music and

           “Calm” fucking “the storm”

         I will seal some strawberries                        94

         In the hubcap of my orneryness

         And throw them in the pamplemousse pudding,

         Like fate with a twist of lemon,

         For your mother to eat

             Flowerless husband                               92

             Bearing bulbs

             Removes his wife’s leg

             From his flatulence.

             Outside, bed bugs

             Run to the warmth

             Of hot air

             Under satin sheets

       THE

COUNCIL FOR INDIAN EDUCATION?                                  (94)

       WHY NOT GOOD EDUCATION?

       ANYWAY MORE THAN AN INDIAN

       DIA (DIE A OR DYE A)

       TRIBE

       CHILDREN NEED TO SURVIVE WITH HOPE, MAN!

       SO HE SAID,

       “DON’T CALL ME MAN!

       I HAVE THE RIGHT

       TO BE CALLED WHAT I WANT TO BE CALLED

       SO, DON’T CALL ME MAN  TOO MUCH BAD HISTORY

       FROM NOW ON I WOULD PREFER TO BE CALLED,

       IN FACT, I INSIST ON BEING CALLED

       `EARTHENTITY, GREAT BIG WONDERFUL TITTYQUESTOR, WHO MUST BE

       BOWED BEFORE,  HORMONAL BEING WHO SETS FIRE TO EMOTIONS,

       MASTER OF SEX AND SENSUALITY, HORMONAL GENIUS, IRRESISTIBLE

       PIONEER OF INNER SPACE AND FLAWLESS STRENGTH OF SUCCESSFULNESS

       EMBODIED, WHOM EVERYONE FALLS TO THEIR KNEES IN FRONT OF

       TO PLEASURE AND BEG FOR THAT BIGGEST OF PENISES THAT A WOMAN

       COULD POSSIBLY HANDLE, TO PLEAD FOR REPRODUCTIVE SEED, MENTOR

       TO ALL AND A NICE HUMBLE SOUL (IN COMPARISON TO HOW GREAT I

       REALLY AM)’ IF YOU CARE TO ADDRESS ME”

       I REPLIED “SHOW ME”

       YOUR

COUNTRY JOURNAL                                                (94)

             Whoa, bloodstone!                                92

               Flowers catch fire                             91

         Her words were like curds?                           94

       SCATTERED ON

   COUNTRY ROADS                                              (92)

             So they expose themselves to a rose?             92

COUNTRY WOMAN                                                  (94)

             Turns the earth (also the one with the capital)      92

       WITH

COUNTRYMAN                                                     (94)

             Carbohydrate cravings                            92

             Abridge an asphalt escape

             You are distracted by pizza smells

             On our drive to a glistening garden

           Salt lick suckers                                  93

           Froglike toads

           Weather or not

           We wear our thick skin

         I’m going to say                                     94

         Some really nice

         Sensitive things

         And then say,

         “Hey! Trust me.”

         Does not the “fishwife” have the strength            94

         (I believe she does) to be “independent”

         With her fisherman at her side?

CREATIVITY                                                     (94)

         Your fertilizer falls                                94

         Unto other people’s lawns

         In a Cadilac world                                   94

         Nymphs attend

         Another painting

         On the lip of your KT boundary                      94

         I count 26 million years

         With my fingers

       WITH

CROSSCULTURAL                                                 (94)

       FLAVOR

             Side to side                                     92

             In front of me

             Swinging

             Up and down

             For fantasy

         Becoming                                             94

         Becomes you

         Being

         I

         Am not yet

         Whoreship                                            94

         Boatloads

         Miracle bodies

         Display children

         “Nothing thoughtless”                                94

         We are the beached flurry

         There still are pockets                              94

         For the jingling change

         Of your dreams and desires

         Baby clamfetus was                                  94

         You

         Tossed away

               Finger fucker                                  91

               Lover

             Water wells                                      92

             Dream folds

             Light washes

             This squashes

             Offense, pretense,

             Any sense  the poem

             Dies in the colors

             Of sunset and song

             Wells up to take its place

             Another wife                                     92

             Wishing for

             Separation

             A state,

             A lone star,

             A bank failure,

             After threatened divorce

               Paint a picture with your best colors          91

               If black oil be on your brush

               And a black spot in the heart

               Of your canvas, why paste minced words?

       EXTRAPOLATION

       ESCHEWS BLUES

       LIKE

   DEVIANCE                                                   (92)

               I, we, love peace                              91

               No poetry is needed

               To say that

             Human nature                                     92

             Is human’s nature

             Web, thread, spun, tongues

             Carpet, ceiling, soundings

             Rhetoric, ideology

             And all

       DICKER, DICKER, PICKER

       PICK HER;

       SHE’S A GOOD TROPHY

               The elite,                                     91

               Bored

           A hemp head hidden in hyperbole                    93

         Doo Dat by Baa Baa Am E’more                         94

         Whah woo wake

         Fffffffffum offfffffff

         Mah wiffffp??

       ENTALONED RAPTORS IN RAPTURE THROES DIVING INTO

EARTH’S DAUGHTERS                                              (94)

       SHOCK WARRIORS

       SHOCKED WARRIORS

               Eating seeds                                   91

               Silent

               Falling eggs cushioned

               By crunchy snow

               Maiden form

               Frescos

         The multipline shallots                              94

         Of midnight secrets

         Between maiden spinsters

         Are replanted to keep

         Men from sharing

         In virgin contact

         Saving them for all the evil

         Vile things women don’t want

         The smell of, garlic onions

         That overtake the garden

         To keep away the rabbits

         Poxy “Proxies”                                       94

         Give up your virgin

         Land

         Or we will pull out our

         Germs

         Factories don’t neglect                              94

         Children with guns

             All federal forms                                92

             Must now be in Chinese

             And Swahili,

             German and Japanese

             And French and Farci

             (Persian) Arabic, Icelandic,

             Scandinavian  Oh! …. Oooooops!

             It’s because they’re such a large minority

             That they want forms in Spanish

             (not to mention Texas and California)

             Majority minorities get their own paper.

     EL GATO TUERTO                                           (91)

               I need a couple of years                       91

               To learn my Greek and mythology

               Oh! and the Roman, too,

               And about six years to learn dead Latin,

               And to learn Calculus like new math,

               Like Newton did, all the steps and progressions,

               How many years for that?

EL TECOLOTE                                                    (94)

ELDRITCH                                                       (94)

THE ELEVENTH MUSE                                            (93)

       SATURATES SATURDAY PICNICS

           Time distortion                                    93

           For poetry’s line

               The catsup smells homey                        91

               The way Grandma did

         Women poets                                          94

         Get published

         Best as poets

         The best women

         Poets are degraded

         By a female poetry

         Niche

       GENETIC

     ENCOUNTER                                                (91)

       PIPETTE

       MISENCOUNTER WITH THE

ENITHARMON                                                     (94)

       MALICIOUS

ENVOI,                                                         (94)

         Yeah, right  all old men                           94

         With “spoiled milk” eyes

         Are beggars and drunks

EPOCH                                                          (94)

       GONE AND ALWAYS APPROACHING, EXCEPT ONCE, THE

EQUILIBRIUM EAGLE                                            (93)

EQUINOX                                                      (93)

       IN THE NADIR

       IN

   ESCAPIST                                                   (92)

ESSENCE                                                        (94)

               Rewriting History                              91

               no, nothing new for nubians

               Akhenaton was a sonofa

               Bugger genetic deficient, inbred

               According to the history I read

               And Nubians were not well used

         My shorting can not touch your stamping              94

         My shortning can not touch your vamping

         My snorting can not touch your tramping

         My chortling can not touch your cramping

EUROPEAN JUDIAISM                                              (94)

         Women                                                94

         Wishing men

         Were wisps

         Memories of mementoes

             History will never shrug enough                  92

             For smoky bones and poetry

         Once,                                                94

         Was so soon ago

       SOME CHARITY

EXPEDITION                                                     (94)

             To the tennis courts                             92

             Daring the safari sun

             Pay                                              92

             For your life

             Or life

             Without pay

         No Wonder They’re Wimps                              94

         The court case

         Displays

         Bobbit glans

         Bahloons                                            94

         Six pense

         Wadeyed

         The perky nymphettes

         Stir and snatch their Spring

         Drools, while I, boss, task it out,

         You play, you work, you get laid, you

         Collect cucumbers from the garden,

         You shear the weeds and Bobbits

           Being only figuration                              93

           Was a figment

           Of you margarination

           A frig meant to console homogenization

       IN THE GUNNEL AS FLOTATION,

       SHOCK WARRIORS GET AWAY

       WITH POETRY THEY WOULD HATE

       IF NOT FOR CAUSE, COOKED OVER

       A CAMPFIRE OF TINDER,

       BITTER SAUCE WITH TOO MUCH SEASONING

FENNEL                                                       (93)

       IN MY TOOTH GAP

           Slice of fiction poetry pies                       93

FIDDLEHEAD                                                     (94)

       SQUEAKING

             Always about father’s leaving                    92

             He left over pavement

             Left you two thousand a month

             I pray you never have to know

             The forces that drove him away

               He left because of what                        91

               You were looking for,

               Didn’t like the midnight rain

               Cold, dripping down engorged sponges

               Ran from the whip

               Wanting a fifty/fifty wife

               And a fifty/fifty life

       BLOODIED BY A PREGNANT

FIGHTING WOMAN                                                 (94)

               Don’t leave the martial kiah!room             91

               If that’s where all your power resides

         Prop                                                94

         A

         Gand(er)Ganda

         In

         Columns

         (But not stacked)

       NO LONGER

FIGMENT                                                        (94)

FIGURES                                                        (94)

             Bulbous blather about figurines                  92

             Figures to be bought

             Finally saying,

             “Stars are stars and amazing enough”

             NO!

             Stars are the explosions in my head!

       LIKE

FINE MADNESS                                                   (94)

       TO BE

       A SOLITARY MEMBER OF A SINGLESOUL FAMILY

         The Organic Chemistry of an Idea                     94

         Stabbed in the gut with an icicle

         Melting and mixing with tomato effects

         Strangely vacuous, thinking is an event

         Thinking that thinking is an event is an event

         Funny way to drink ice water

         Oh, I healed and heeled

         But that’s not the end of all these events

         Couch potato events and versifying events

         And then one needs imagery to justify

         And it is a necessary event

         Unlike the event of writing that thinking is events

         So, here’s a picture, too

         An avalanche of rings removed from divorced fingers

         Rolling down and lighting up the lake bottom

         With sparkling knives of memory….. events

         Dripping cold under my dress, over pantyhose

         Shock flashes, stars of pain, icicle memory,

         Spanking me, yanking the nipples of an idea.

               Bullwhip lust                                  91

               Cat’s cradle musk

               Moribund

               Malfeasance

               And not turpitude,

               Yet

       NO

FIREBRAND                                                      (94)

       ON HER RUMP

       COULD BE MORE DEGRADING

       AUTOMATED TEST TUBE TAKES THE JERK’S

       JERK OFF HIS HANDS, BECOMING “RECIPIENT”

         Damn straight!                                       94

         You gave nothing but speed bumps

         Looked long and narrow

         Like a highway over the horizon

         But were a parking lot

       WARMING THE

FIREWEED                                                       (94)

       INSTINCT

       FIRING THE BEE PISTOL

       MAKING WEED OF THE STAMEN

       STAY MEN DON’T LEAVE THE LOST

       THAT NEVER KNEW

         Blah, breaking up is hard to undo                    94

       POUNDING VULCANIZED PLASTIC

FISHDRUM                                                       (94)

       IN

       I.U.D.

             Baby’s a UPS package at the door?                92

         Hoplophobia                                          94

         Streetsweeper words

         Chickenpecked imagery

         Alphabetical hallucinations

         Multisyllabic semiautomatic

         2 down one to go

         Pressed religion brown dandelions in yellow books

         The militia of the new monarchy  wait a second

         Amend or become outlaw

         Register or read

         What can still be painted

         Tax words tax bullets

         Driveby media law

               Ancestry impales?                              91

               Memory pulls us into place?

               What mirror cracks

               In front of your face?

       MAYBE, IF IT ISN’T WORK TO KEEP LOVE ALIVE,

       I WANT TO BE THERE WHEN I RETIRE

             Makeup for men                                  94

             To undistinguish them

FORBIDDEN LINES                                              (93)

           Horror                                             93

           Blood

           Gore intestines

           Digesting food

           As Vice President

       BECAUSE MOST CHILDREN ARE NOT SAFE NOT SAFE NOT SAFE

       WE KEEP OUR TWO IN PRISON

       SHOO AND SHOUT OTHERS INTO CAGES,

       AWAY FROM US, IN OUR SUBURBS

       IN A FOREST OF

FOREST BOOKS                                                   (94)

     FOUR ZOAS                                                (91)

       BECAUSE ON THE SINGULAR PATH OF PROGRESS

       BABY’S A NEW

       GENETIC PROTOTYPE

       IT WILL HEAR AND IMITATE YOUR

FOX CRY                                                        (94)

         Your big fucking words                               94

         That enfold mistaken meaning

         The detritus of premature ejaculation

FREE FOCUS                                                     (94)

         Free salt for your wounds                            94

         Free focus for us females

         Forget it for guys

       YOUR

       OSTENTATIOUS

       BIKINI CUISINE

               Home soon                                      91

               You harness your hatred

               In bald critiques

             The wash woman                                   92

             Folding, unfolding

             Laundered bills

           Tape crinkles, strewn                              93

           Hand to hifi

           Rips favorite tune

             People are the candy                             92

             Sold in city buildings

           In those words                                     93

           I hear that droning voice

           That “This is poetry” voice

           That “this has religious sanctity”

           Voice

           Hypnotizing

           Without

           Hip

           Mo

           tizing

           (and no floated titty to exercise the tongue and lips

           and mouth, to boot!)

         Harmless?                                            94

         Unnatural humans

         Again a center of another circle?

         (Dissenter of coanything)

         Worshipping rodents?

         Stumblestream, brambleflesh

         Swimburrow, streammeadow

         Harmless forgiveness?

         Black passion                                        94

         Jungle fever?

         Pet a dark animal

         To find out where it eats?

         What is bad?                                         94

         What is badly?

         What is badly written

         If this is not?

         This is the panting oxen

         Of blue cheer

         Tullied and sullied

         And caught by the balls

           I saw we’re more like waves                        93

           That pull away the beach

           And keep coming back for more

           I say we’re more like wind

           Which winds its way

           Anywhere it wishes

           I say we’re more flexible

           And, even though the dreams

           I had didn’t turn out the way

           I’d imagined, my father was right,

           “You can be whatever you want to be

           It’s all a matter of what you’re willing

           To give up”

             Letting oranges sit crinkling                    92

             For history’s dry potpourri

         I’ve got to say something about asking for what you want   94

         in a way that people can understand

         Fuck any considerations of anything poetic,          94

         Throw in Tina and What’s Love Got to Do With It?

   GOING GAGA                                                 (92)

             Over ambiguity?                                  92

             I’ll never get over ambiguity

             Or underpants

         Starving

         Circle

         Shares me

         With its

         Disconnected

         Innards

         And now, years before, to precall dry dirt,

         the skinny, solid, darkness that stuck,

         that separated around she and me(I?)

         Evenings (She and I evenings?) old times, overripe,

         sinking to the whore, neither being the last Eve,

         found or lost not to forget, to spit bitter bile, sperm

         Out of the hard void

           Slap the shit out of that boy.                     93

           Tie him up if you have to.

           Take away that damnable glue

           He sniffs then talk talk talk

           Talk talk talk talk talk the other

           Glue, talk love until he listens

           Or loses his faith in release

           My best friend keeps saying                        93

           She doesn’t want to live

           But means she wants to be spoiled

               The reindeer can live without                  91

               Your faith in them

               But not if you kill them

               If you kill them all  Simple isn’t it?

               Sometimes underwater,                          91

               Plato’s cave echoes

               With loose theorems

               And skipped steps

               Escaping from the cave

               Even night is light

               Opening into air

               As you adjust your vision

               Getting out of there

         Just use a Tampax                                    94

         And drop your toil

             You embrace your nightmares                      92

             Write and talk about them

             To hide deeper fears

             About worlds you didn’t save

             One line alone?                                  92

             At the speed of light your father is infinite mass   92

             According to Einstein’s rules.

             Inertia is not subjective and not dependent upon

             Stalling motion, even yours.

             Gravity sucks and puffs out its own grief.

             Father’s rules were better to listen to.

           Pearlhandled revolver turns                       93

           So, you exercise and write.  I’m glad you have the time.93

             The old guys knew you had                        92

             To work until the work was done

             And only some looked

             Beyond the horizon

         No one told them                                     94

         That July Seventh

         Would not be a Tuesday

         No!

         No one told them

         That the fairy

         Had a tail

         No!

         No one told them

         That no one told them

             Artichoke                                        92

             I never saw a rainstorm of children

             Or an art

             Choke

             At the throttle of fad

               Queen bee                                      91

               Lies about the honey

               Spiraling anchor cord                          91

               No anchor shape nor weight

               At one end, no attachment

               To the other, floating yellow

               Nylon in a greygreen sea

               You’re not half done yet, hamburger,           91

               Don’t make me eat you raw

             The last thing a restaurant ever was             92

             Was a food factory

             The last thing marriage was

             Was silence.

             Cat and dog love analogies                       92

             Are wrong

             Because cats are not bitches

       FILLED WITH

HERESIES                                                       (94)

             Licking words like loins                         92

             Pushing nose closed

             Developing a brussels sprouts taste

             For the bitter side of the finger

             In a trash can not

             The Culinart

HERSPECTIVES                                                   (94)

       LET THE HOUSE ROT AWAY

         Shock warriors shaking                               94

         With pyromania

         and Phlegm

             My reason                                        92

             Is rejected

             By a deceived daughter

             Sucking milk from someone

             Else’s mother

           Net                                               93

           Working

           Is for fisheries

         Who’s a Hecht?                                       94

         That’s okay

         Any memoriam of yours

         Is a memoriam of mine

HOLMGANGERS                                                    (94)

       GANGBANGERS GOING WILD,

       WITHOUT SUFFIXES

               Icy hole cut                                   91

               For frozen fish

         Clothespin freedom                                   94

         The wind pulls and pushes

         The trapped clothing of bodies

         That are sailing over the ocean

         On Sunfish I can barely see,

         Bobbing against the horizon

HOPEWELL                                                       (94)

       PROMISES THAT THE CHILDREN WILL SOON PLAY

HOPSCOTCH                                                      (94)

             In pregnant respite                              92

             She flows familial

             Spitting out words

             About selfishness

             About the bitter taste

             Our baby finds

             Antacid frustration

             And no Mozart

         Now, “Sarah Cynthia Sylvia Stout”                    94

     HOW(EVER)                                                (91)

       THE

HOWLING DOG                                                    (94)

       MUST GO

               Paying for Rebocks                             91

               Rather than a good school

               Book

         Your husband made such a fuss about your diary           94

         And you, of course, sent it to me

ICE COLD                                                       (94)

         Happy, nappy                                         94

         Unarrested

         Dresses

         That incite

         Desperate freedom

         Stabs from

         Baggypanted

         Conformists

             Grandma was a Santa Claus to the mind            92

             Sang lullabies to babies

             As gifts

             Yeah,                                            92

             I can’t tell

             You what these

             Lines are really about

             Talking

             Like an insurance adjuster

             Asking questions

             After an incident

           The equator                                        93

           Ate her

         Canned ants                                          94

         Dipped in chocolate

         Canned aunts

         Served with sour cream

         Fanned “Can’t”s

         Brighten flames of alien

         Edibles

         Tighten my gullet

         Around a chirping

         Swallow

         Systems succumb

         To the hauntings

         Of hunger

         Sink o’ duh my oh!                                   94

         Sank o da mayo

         Please do not tax me

         In a foreign tongue

         Translation needs a poet

         Not a cunning linguist

         Not a slapface family man

         To run me

         Down

         By percentages

         To divide

         To conquer

         All the goods are mean                               94

               To immigrant                                   91

               Elitism

               I say, “Unpile

               Your cartons

               They’re wet on the bottom”

         Heplophobes                                          94

         Try to outlaw

         My feminine mystique

         Whose                                                94

         Fetus

         Mends

         Memory?

       DO YOU

IRON                                                           (94)

       TIES

       BORED, OVER THE IRONING BOARD?

ISRAEL                                                         (94)

       IS REAL

   ISSUE ONE                                                  (92)

       THE FETAL TISSUE ISSUE, ALONG WITH

       ALL

ISSUES                                                         (94)

       TWISTED

ITALIAN                                                        (94)

       PRETZEL PONTIFICATIONS WITH ONE

ITALICA                                                        (94)

           Of the house I must say                            93

           I let the termites,

           Cockroaches, ants

           Mice, rats and robbers

           Carry it all away

         House symbols                                        94

         More cracks

         To lick with love’s

         Psychodrama

         Painted with spittle

         Sinking into the soft foundation

         Of mortality

         The center sagging

         In a wide gaping smile

         Wipe you achtung ass/ papa’s got to come             94

       THROUGH ROETHKE TO

   JAMES JOYCE                                                (92)

JUDI K’TUVIM                                                   (94)

             You told me that prophets said                   92

             That the end will come

             When Zion lives for twentyfive years

             Without war, create you own hell

             On earth, make war on

             A regular schedule,

             Every time I say “I love you”

         Imagine                                              94

         The way Münch

         Would have painted

         Judi

             Howlee heritage                                  92

             Hewn

             Houses

             Have hampered

             Hawaii?

         You nibble the central vein                          94

         Of vanity

         Cinderella, shoes                                    94

         In hand, ready to trade

           Nothing satisfies

           The line

           Searching for a period

             Keeping alligators                               92

             Out

             Of our living rooms

             We poison the pond

               Unions                                         91

               Make work

               A dirty word

               Soul Sister Q.Z.                               91

               I don’t understand why the women who do so

               So hate me for nothing.  I was first in line

               For equality, still speak out against double standard

             Fuck you!                                        92

             Dickdangler!

             If only blacks can sing the blues

             Then only whites can rule

             Only women can nurture

             Only Greeks can philosophize

             Only Jews like Einstein and Oppenheimer can really kill

LA NUEZ                                                      (93)

             All that Spanish                                 92

             To make me feel

             Speech/

             Less

             Looking for the aisle

             Where they keep the collard greens

LACTULA                                                        (94)

       LACTATING

   LADIES                                                     (92)

             You let your children take advantage             92

             Of vicarious greed

             And time not spent on them

             Under kerosene or campfire light

             Or the precious purity of poverty’s muse

       LIKE THE

   LAKE EFFECT                                                (92)

       BUT NOT

       MOSQUITOES ALONG THE

LAKE SHORE                                                     (94)

         Widows                                               94

         Wanting

         Windows on the world

         Worry about

         Wanton moments

         With wasted gigolos

         Wrinkles and riches

         With real words

         A rarity

               Stuck, broken, on a halfsawed limb            91

THE LEADING EDGE                                               (94)

       OF REBELLION

       IS JELLO

             Cocksucker poetry                               92

             Making sperm pretty

             Bitter about the bitterness

             Of beer and poisons

             But mentioning only oysters

             Not realizing the symmetry

           Once upon a time                                   93

           There used to be men roaming the land

           Now men hide in the forest

           Of rhetoric

             Going to war                                     92

             They gloat about glory

             Because a bluff is better

             Than a cliff edge

             Some days deserve                                92

             A good spanking

               Homey hexagons                                 91

               Are not enough reward

               For the waxworm crowded Queen Bee

             I have a message                                 92

             And it is,

             “I have a message”

           Holocaust                                        93

           Genetic

           Memories?

             Pap                                              92

             Smear

             Finds junk

         Did Martin                                           94

         Pound the pud

         With two prostitutes

         Did he go to bed

         With commun(e)

         Ists?

           Domesticated                                       93

           Cool and hasslefree

           UnAfricanized

           Honey bee

         Riot Runouts                                        94

         Los Angeles

         Heplophobes

         Went to stores

         To buy the familiar

         Rewriting history                                    94

         Through today’s

         Wobbling mirror

         Is like

         Siting on a baby

         Because it

         Reminds you of what you looked like,

         Once upon a time

             The musk on Fire Island                          92

             Is as thick as chicken hawks

             On the fly

LOS HOMBRES                                                    (94)

       FALL PREY TO THE KNIFE

       OF ANTIVIOLENCE CAMPAIGNS

       THAT ARE READY TO CUT OFF

       THEIR TESTOSTERONE JUST BECAUSE

       IT MAKES THEM FRISKY

       LOS HOMBRES  LOST HOME BOYS

       REAMS WRITTEN

       ELITISM REDISTRIBUTED

     MEMORABLE MOMENTS BY INVITATION ONLY                         (91)

               It was a legend of a myth                    91

               That secondary education

             I hear the skin of the Governor of Texas wrinkling    92

         Micevice?                                           94

         Do the cheese and peanut butter cravings

         Justify mouse malevolence, bird wishes,

         Cat cruelty when finally caught in the vice

         Like grip of the sneaky mousetrap?

         Can I ever really understand the mouse?

         I really don’t want him in my house.

         Now I could, in a new wave way, say something

         About having lost my pet snake

             He is the Rhino                                  92

             The Condor, the Heron

             The man without a mate

           Dad didn’t want to explain how hopeless things         93

           Seemed after all the terrible things he’d seen

           That’s why he was silent.

               But as long as men drink their lives away          91

               They’re not a threat to my picnicpink day

             I say that everything is a woman                 92

             Nothing is outside of femininity

             Or the feminine domain, nothing.

       MEN BALK

         Trying for earthquakeinspired                       94

         Resurrection, trying to pull out

         Of a deep pussy willow sleep

       GOING BICOASTAL

       WHEN THEY HAVE TO UNDRESS AGAIN

       ANYWHERE NEAR THE MEMORY OF THE

MIDWEST                                                        (94)

         Twisting definitions to tame the confabulation           94

       WHEN

MIDWIFERY                                                      (94)

       IS THOUGHT ABOUT

             I’m a saddlestapled                             92

             Matte card

             Cover girl

             Fuzzy but fun

               The Earth may stop turning for lack of         91

               Revolution

             Everything goes to the laundry today             92

             Dirty laundry, lies, illgotten gains,

             Dodgeball taxes, almost clean oratory

             The truth gets lost in the wash

             Is remembered like the other sock.

           Statistics confuse for a ruse                      93

           So that even “normal” is abused

           And when the perception you choose

           Includes even happy blues, misconstrues

           News about fire and bloodred hues for

           Anything but eyegrabbing schmooze, and

           Everyone is driving on booze, prepared for

           Baby hell the whole year of those terrible

           Twos, I tell you, I’m not amused.

           With that kind of truth you’re bound to lose

         Downstairs, in that tile kitchen                     94

         Young girls squealed with delight

         As cockroaches they’d found in the tuna

         Squished under their plasticgloved

         Fingers and young guys jerkedoff

         Into the scrambled eggs for fun

         Because they couldn’t hear the words

         Of the murmurous rich

             Consider the cat                                 92

             Run over

           Softly squeezing out colors                        93

           The gentle beast strangles

           For purpleblueyellowgreen

           Face effects

         Giddy, you open                                      94

         Your yap.

         Yup, giddy.

         Heehee

             The kind of things that so angered you           92

             When done to Karen Silkwood by men

             Have been done to men by men for a very

             Very long time.  Women, then, had the time

             To do something about it.  Or didn’t we?

               Eggbutt baby vacated eggs?                    91

             Bed vacates building?                            92

           Tired,                                             93

           Mad,

           We have to prove love

           Before

           We make it

           We fuck to find it

           Become too tired

           To continue searching

           And then settle

           When we both know he has power,                    93

           We no longer enjoy my groveling

               Don’t give birth mother                        91

               Don’t try to change things father

               Be coddled by propaganda while baby cries

         Like a whole bunch of things that sound really good       94

         It’s what follows that counts on a menu

         The price tag that exposes the lie

           Isn’t all of society an antirape movement?        93

       OH NO!

NEBO                                                           (94)

             Relish the death of those that annoy you?        92

             Must hard actions be matched by hard thoughts?

             Catsup, will ya?!!!

         Marching petunias                                    94

         Marching to war

         Against Hyacinth

         For the sake of Morning Glory

         Crying for better water

         And integration

       SHOCK WARRIORS THINKING SHOCKING MEN WILL BE SILENCED

       BY A GOOD SPELL OR A SPELLING BEE

       STINGING THEIR EGO TO INFLATE IT EVEN MORE

       TWISTING IN DECEITFUL WIND THEY WIND DOWN

       SO THAT MEN LOOK AT ME LIKE I’M A DANGER

       IN DRESSES, AND WOMEN, UNSURE ANYMORE, DO TOO.

               You let your father become a petrified postcard?   91

         Blame to Tame                                        94

         It’s your fault

         I’m not a revolutionary militant

         So, there!

         New Hampshire poets gloating about the good life

         That where I’m going for

         Solitude with a change of scenery

         Snicker sneaker!                                     94

               Boy was convicted for atrophy, a trophy        91

               Making a fuss when I say ugly people should have   91

               More rights

             Making abstraction of all women                  92

             In the objecting to fictional objectification

             The glistening page is just that, nor subjectivized

             Apprehension of what others think.

             Poets try that when they begin, before they control

             Not only words, but themselves as well.

             The poem is always loved for the wrong reasons

             The highlit woman becomes more real than

             Assonance

         The memory of your last bitch                        94

         Red phone rings unanswered

             Even apartheid and loneliness can show up        92

             In the same sentence when mood is the moving force

               Get into yourself not out to me                91

               The scythe and the sickle                      91

               Have a dirty mythology

         Fashion  some lines                                94

         That show your tits

         And make Elsa

         Klentch

         No porno, honeytongue,                              94

         Just fat women, left, for littler ones

           You search for yourself                            93

           Without seeing your father,

           Mortar and brick hands,

           Squish, squish, stroke,

           Tweek, nibble; he did

           Have other rhythm

           Practiced laying more than bricks,

           With kisses and butterfly fingers

           All over your mother’s breasts,

           Squeek, squish, circle around.

           Licking, sand sometimes,

           Memories and houses

           Were not all he built,

           All he left,

           His only healing art.

         Tight voice                                          94

         Luminous

         Drippings of dew

         Off leaves

         Dawn

         Drenched in muted

         Cockadoodles

       COMBINING RACISM AND DIVERSITY

         Third Line Horizon                                   94

         Third line

         The picture line

         Skywheel  Sunlight spokes spinning

         To turn an image

         For halffigured philosophy

             (I wish.)                                        92

           A cute political awareness                         93

           Bouncing against my conventions

         The same essential stillness                       94

         A brassiere cutting off circulation

           In wishbone configurations                         93

           Stretched wings

           Resilience

           Doesn’t have

           To be

           Concession

           “Get your fish here!… yes,

           We have no hot dogs.”

         Birdbrained lines                                   94

         But still, but soft

         Fly over my mountains;

         I’ll be your baby

             Untitled by Pussy Slashing                       92

             Flighty heart

             And whole being

             Buy a ticket on a jet plane

             Fly an ache to Ecktar

               A Nancy By Any Other Name

               Oh, Emily, where are you now?

         Shrubbery verity                                     94

         “Ni!”

         And humming bird farts

         For a whiff of the arts

         “Ni!”

         Amherst is buried under snow

         But the pantyhose still come out

         To aim a dart

         In broccoli directions.

         Asparagus takes years

         To root and settle

         While Carol contrives herself

         As a hummingbird feeder

         “Ni!”

         Between two of them

         Grateful

         Cheese

         Licking up dew

         Sentences.

         Verbs have or do

         Dart up

         Dart up!

         Down boy.

         Climb a tree.

               Hey, you with the scabbed nose,                91

               I gotta Daddy too

               And polyester daffodils

           To Withstand                                        93

           Sliding dew

           Darkest stars touch

           Mooneyed crescent hill

           An endless girl

           On couldnot nights

           Of a gentle hand

       MOST OF THE WORLD EXPLOITS WOMEN’S

       WEAKNESSES.  HERE, WE EXPLOIT

       THAT WEAKNESS, TOO.

       ANY SISTER WHO DENIES IT, LIES

         Dim song                                              94

         Schewan Goose

         In sweet and sour

         Tones of lonely

         Oneplate dinners

             Dim song                                          92

             Ended at an arbitrary point

             Called a period.

       STRONG ENOUGH

       TO CREASE THE HEART

       OF UNREALITY WITH A SOCIAL WOUND

       I STARTED THIS, BUT WHAT ABOUT MY SISTERS BEING RAPED?

       WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER THINGS THAT MAKE THIS UNIMPORTANT?

       WE TALK FAT AND

PINCHGUT                                                        (94)

       TO DISTRACT US

         You bust the hymen                                    94

         Of your children’s minds

         “Null brown … cellulose…

         Reclaiming” yourself.

             Softening the blow, tones, touch                  92

             Of yielding to impending sin

             No,

             Of yielding to an offending son

             No,

             Of yielding to my display of spinning pasties

             No,

             Of yielding to the waiter’s tray of pastries

         The large curd of her anxiety                         94

         Bubbles the surface of the skin.

           I reach for her nippled flares,                     93

           Burn my fingers on the yellowed skin

       THROWING HAIR EXTENSIONS OUT

       OF THE

PLASTIC TOWER                                                   (94)

       INTERVIEWED ON OFRAY WHIMPERY,

       TO WHOM I WILL REMAIN

       A MAMA MUFF,

       SPORT PLAYTHINGS

       FOR A DOG OR TWO

       DONE IN DOGGIESTYLE

       VARIATIONS

         America as a Plant Dethroned in Latin                 94

         Am I supposed to understand

         America’s in trouble, any more clearly,

         Aided by lines about crownless willows?

               Now your “beauty” is controlled                 91

               By the hairdresser’s words of praise?

             In all thy orisons be the virgin remembered       92

             Stereos and steroids                              92

             We buy, buy, buy.

             Ice and Crystal                                   92

             Break

             Trying to bond

         “Rock me like                                         94

         Hypocrisy!  Oh, yeah.”

         Bambi met the Xmen                                        94

         On a Bohemian Rhapsody

         With Garth in a bath

         Of mail to Wayne’s World

         When all of a Vanna

         Was spread out with staples

         To tempt Tony the Tiger

         Into meaningless Cher care

         Products for hair and skin

             That’s democracy now                              92

             Don’t shoot them,

             Silence them

             Make other people

             Deaf to their words

             If you don’t like

             Their poetry

             Make paper and postage

             Expensive

               The sophisticated lie                           91

               Always was a modeled

               Version of the truth

             A sip of tension lessened                       92

             Left lifted, absence took us,

             Our glasses left grazing her

             Thundercloud toockus

               Valhalla was conceived                          91

               When war was not a lie

               Now men deceived

               (And women too)

               Talk peace before they die

         Wants                                                 (94)

         Patient poets

         Who are voluntarily committed

         Or in tents but accessible

         (With a phone or mailbox)

         So they can get in tush

             They do not dare you to pick them,                92

             They dare you to name them

             Color and flowerbased                            92

             Poetry is not racism

             But is something like it

           Peppering Snowblower is the Wrong Title for This Poem    93

           Cheap fashion coat

           To last only one Winter

           Of no particular season

           (ing)

         Peoplewatching                                       94

         Is more than

         Fan

         Fare

         Fan

         Tasy

               Talking to Plants                               91

               I love you still

               Shriveling, losing rigidity

               Or turgid tonnage, filled with life fluid.

               I wet you down and purr to you

               And say how pretty you are

               But I never seem to treat you

               Nicely enough

               To get you to buy that new, yellow car

             I’ll bet someone there                            92

             Was staring at your tits and ass

           Cocaine stapled                                     93

           There’s snot

           Much in

           The baby face

             She’s a highclassed hooker                       92

             She gets a paycheck

               Selfinflicted, perfect lips                    91

               Hard tunnel for my choo chew

               Tooth impressions, scrape marks

               Balloon lips bought

               Deflated

             No smut here                                    92

             Sluts think of death angels

             Mourners fear a slip of the tongue

         Rock and Roll with save                               94

         Capitalism?

         No, baby, just repeat

         And repeat and repeat

         With a good downbeat

             What’s a dead man a metaphor for?

             No one likes to be lonely                         92

         Memory                                                94

         Casting a draft

         Raisins swallow me

         Dipping wet crackers in the Brie

         I’m a jacket that’s worn wrinkled

         The Lawrence Welk of halfberries

         Your ears bend to listen to Lee

         Clinging to fistsful of rocky road ice cream

         Widow’s walk tongue slides

         Walk tongue!

         Don’t get caught in the plosives

           Eve of Guilt                                        93

           Eve of Guilt

           Spell, mailed into candlelight

           Apples mulled over the

           Guilt of Eve

           Boil That Baby In Water                             93

           The sun’s a disinfectant

           For your crass crybaby wounds

           Fly jokes inside

           Cracked fortune

           Cookie

           Moon

           The Moon isn’t out tonight

           But if it were it wouldn’t be

           A festering boil or a simple boil on the bottom

           Before it bursts because

           The moon has sharp edges

           Even in the haze;  A boil is soft

           And squishy when not aroused

         Never Say Never                                       94

         “Nothing is right”

         This Spring, but you don’t write (or do you?) that

         “Nothing is left”

               Almost Obscenity                                91

               Scythes lopping

               Dancing Jersey

               Udders

               Milking girls

         Resurrection of tuberous fibrils                      94

         No Freud in the closet

         Not the one without clothing, dark

         Enough to imagine our existence,

         But here, alive again

             After Line 2, I Give Up                           92

             Rhythmmaking soulshaking

             Phrases forming words conforming

             And then there’s this dragon

             Stuck in my tea cup

             (Which, by the way, is porcelain

             So you know I’m not merely some bohemian)

             How Can She Come?                                 92

             Unsheathing and masturbation

           Don’t eat meat                                      93

           Don’t eat anything

           Eating kills you

             If I wanted to cater                              92

             To the highest common

             Denominator of humanity

             What would that be?

           Hey, hand me a twenty,                              93

           I’ll give you a wink.

           For thirty, I’ll wink

           At you …. in Spanish.

               Right Rite Wrong Wrong                          91

               Left loved or loved left?

               Wronged love or loved wrong?

               Left right or left wrong?

               Slippery                                        91

               Fullflavored fish on the tongue

               We don’t all reach adulthood

               United some of us never do

               Some of us stay separate.

               Hard to Make You Count                          91

               A list of lists

               Or a list of live things

               Is as hard to count

               As a list of dead mementos

               So I add a dropped angel wing,

               Ripped from her left side

               For your violent poetry

               Your “Mommy! Mommy!

               It’s a mummy!” lines

               Your obituary imagery

               Your seashore sloth

               Preferring poetry penned for lazy tongues

               Like aural sex without foreplay for play

               Depending, so much, upon who does the reading

               And for whom

               Weep not for Argentina                          91

             Poetry is not an illegitimate child               92

             We Two                                            92

             We, too, went through

             The blazing maze

             Of our mayonnaise craze.

             Butter became passé

             Margarine words spread quicker

             But left infinite indigestion.

             Now,

             We are fatfree polyunsaturated

               That smell was deodorant                        91

               Pheromone

               And the genius of the balls

           In a fog of radioactive VGA vapor                   93

           Astride the information highway

           She shrinks from the sun

           Never sees their son

           Weighs three quarters of a ton,

           But she’s in there, on the bus,

           Ms. missing, Ms. minimillionaire, Ms.

           Autoexec

         15 inch knife                                         94

         Or standard 6 inch blade?

         Always propaganda?

         No truth, no news to use,?

         Always the halfback theory?

         Always the O.J. monopoly (FLA, CALTEX)?

         Always some football legend

         Caught up in the black myth?

RACKHAM                                                       (94)

       ENDS LIKE HAM

       ON THE TORTURE RACK

       I GET MY INSIDES SMOKED

         Puerto Rico is a puppy?                             94

         I didn’t say that

RADCLIFFE                                                     (94)

       OVER A RAD OCEAN OF STARVING PEOPLE

             A collector’s journal?                          92

             Fat collector’s propaganda?

             Do they have diet bubblegum cards?

             Liposuction leftovers in sealed jars?

       “THEIR PROBLEMS” IN THERAPY, NOW

RECOVERING BLACKBERRY                                         (94)

       STAINS

             We tear at the scabs                            92

             Weave word butterfly

             Bandages

             To seal the wounds

               Frigid dark                                   91

               Frigid dark

               Frigid dark

   RED ADLER PANEROTIC                                      (92)

       WASHOUTMYBRAINWITHSOAP SOMA

       COLORS AND FLOWERS AND DEATH

       AND GOSSAMER

       VEILED SEX

       EROTICA, BUT NO PORNOGRAPHY

       REVERSE DISCRIMINATION

       REVERSE HYPOPARISTALSIS

       REGULAR OLD LIFE

       HEIGHTENED TO THE HEAVENS

       OF UNREALITY

       BOREDOM AND GRIEF

       CHEWED LIKE DELICACIES

               They dump their waste on us                   91

               Saying, “you want the good life?”

               Hide maps of contaminated areas

               Like they hide their combination safes

               Inland revenue (for the children)

               Pay tax

               To play clean

               They dump their waste on us

               Saying, “The reason it smells funny, like that,

               Is because it’s art”

               Dr. Spock’s Little Monsters                   91

               Some, twisted, turn

               On the memorized road

               Of “for a nickle I will

               Blow up the toll gate.”

             Confetti silk                                   92

             Incipient stone

             Catfight clammor

             We’re both in love

             With the same woman,

             Inside us

REFLECT                                                       (94)

       EUPHONIES IN ACOUSTICAL MIRRORS

       REFLECT, YOU PHONEYS

       REFLECT ON THIS

               Images in the flashing light                  91

               To avoid what things mean to me.

               Is it enough?  Is it enough

               To let the heart know it means… something?

               Isn’t that something like a moon without a sun?

               Like an asteroid in a black hole?

             Love is a poet unidentified                     92

             In the right setting

             Odds 7:5 (demographically)

         I’m beginning to feel like a YouthVampire          94

         Blow your breath cold

         Rebreathing

         Life into me

         “Myyyy Grandma was                                 94

         Stupider than

         Youuuuur Grandma!”

               Zen                                           91

               Suicide?

             Sometimes I stand on my bed                     92

             And try to piss into the lake

             Does that make sleepy sense

             To you, watching me,

             My belly protruding,

             Hips tilted like a man

             Before making love                              92

             Lying minds

               Does grammar matter?                          91

               Does Grandma?

               Does new poetry disconnect us,

               Looking for obscure connectives?

         Dream shredder                                      94

         Talking Tolstoy to justify

         Common Bovary’s

         Stretching Zola stockingstalkings

             Tarnished with newness                          92

             Mass graves to hide swollen                     92

             Reasons

             Sand turned to help blood seep

             Away

             We go on with a certain

             Justice

             But justice

             Is

             Just

             Ice

             In this desert

       BECAUSE THERE’S NO

     ROOM                                                    (91)

       NO

ROOM OF ONE’S OWN                                             (94)

       ONLY

ROPE BURNS                                                    (94)

       OF CONFINEMENT

         Automotive Mother Goose                             94

         Fairy tales for women

         And a few sensitive men

         (The rest of the sensitive men

         Can run home to mama

         Like the crybabies they are)

             I’m almost used to not knowing where I’m going       92

             Since they bought that trailer and sawed off my tail

             I get the eerie feeling they’re going to make a show

             Of me. (At least give me a luxury ride to the glue

             factory)

         These bubbles glistening down                       94

         My bosom are my toys, my treasure,

         My perimeter.  These baubles glittering

         On my bosom are …..

         Men want them

         Removed before they see me

             Lick my coins?                                  92

           Turtle crossed the road                           93

           And I know why

             Seasons of Contempt                             92

             These new laws like

             “The Freedom of Access

             To Bathroom Entrances Act”

             These new laws are deadly

             Are killing my business

             Retort!

             Re

             Tort

             Retort, but all there is

             Is retarded reaction,

             Reticence to move the legal

             Mountain for this molecular

             Tart who screams out into

             Blank lust, “I would fuck

             The whole world for freedom!”

             This tart tastes the tramp

             Trickle on my tongue

             I can’t blow the jobs back

             In this foul, flatulent wind

             Of world order wishfulness

             I bow my head, beaten

             At this point,                                  92

             History has a right to say

             Of me and my sisters

             That everything bad

             Said about us was true

             That we have been stupid

             And whining, trite with

             Hackedknees

             The Skidmore girls                              92

             Sneak dates with

             Poor poets who have

             Earthy, real rhythm

             But publish Seamus

             In wedding invitations

             `Cus he’s …. okay

         Prego, prego                                        94

         Too much salt in the waffles

         And I thought the best

         Ingredient, the bignamechef

         Ingredient, was supposed to be love

               Orchard Memories                              91

               Trees growing back

               But what does not?

               What is this sense of loss

               I feel?

               What have I forgotten, here?

             We were never not lost                          92

             On this backslide of a booming

             Generation,

             We were never not lost

               Can’t get ahead                               91

               Can’t get head

               Can’t get my head

               On crooked enough

               To make some real money

             Like they say,                                  92

             Bullshit walks,

             But they don’t mean

             The kind that just sits there,

             Steaming

         Mountain woman, will you stay there                 94

         Stuck

         Where you belong

         If I write a poem or sing you a song?

               Sissypus                                     91

               Depending upon your friends

               To “hold me back!”

         Hey, Cristy, I’ll put my tongue around you          94

         You don’t mind fresh fish, do you?

         I’ll call you flounderface

         And you can keep the name as your own

             The memory                                      92

             A million mouths

             Salivating over me

             And now I call myself woman,

             Know how few men there are

         Legacy of poetry                                    94

         Written now

         To describe yesterday’s

         Promise for the future

             Lookingatapainting                          92

             Thatyoucan’tsee

             ButIdon’tgiveafuck

             BecauseIcanpoetry

           To dam or not to dam                              93

           That is the fishy question

       OLD POETS KNOW ENOUGH TO PRETEND TO PAY ATTENTION TO HER

       OPINIONS UNTIL THE SAND FLEA SAYS

SCAT!                                                         (94)

           Loaded pistol                                     93

           That’s all

           It just sits there

               Such landscape                                91

               Such sun

               Such an open door

               But, where’s the

               “Girl in the white wetsuit?”

             Cramped smile                                   92

             Is like a

             Cramped simile

               Cirrhosis P.C.                                91

               Sexist, PapaBasher!

               Mama sucked `em down

               As good as any Daddy did

             Is it sexist to say most rapists are guys?           92

             Would it be sexist if I were a celebrity?

               Corporate power                               91

               Is the perfect tyranny

               With no succession

               To kinder kin

               And no queen, there,

               To let love sink in

       IF YOU ARE AN OBNOXIOUS,ANTISOCIAL,

       UNCOMPROMISINGLY SELFISH,

       IMPOSSIBLETOLIVEWITHBITCH

       WHO GETS PREGNANT,

       YOU AUTOMATICALLY MAKE

       THE 8DOLLARSANHOUR THAT PAYS

       FOR THE BABYSITTER

       SO YOU CAN DANCE TABLE DANCES ON

       AND UNDER THE TABLE, AND EVEN

       HAVE A GREAT EXCUSE, ANYTIME,

       NOT TO SHOW UP, TAXFREE, TO WORK

       BUT MOST STUPID OF ALL,

       WE DON’T HAVE OR NEED JOBS

       TO SUPPORT OUR CHILDREN.

       THEY’RE FLOATING IN THE INTERNATIONAL

       WATERS OF THE WORLD BANK

       AND THE MONETARY FUND, RAISED BY EXPERTS,

       THE SAME BREED WHO SAY WE NEED,

       BUT WON’T FIND, ANOTHER SHAKESPEARE.

         I am sure                                           94

         You are sure

       CONKING HIM THROUGH HIS

SHATTERED WIG                                                 (94)

             The black dog of my guilt                       92

             Eats your white cat

             Nah, just kidding

         If I do not wear a pink triangle                    94

         Does that mean I am not queer?

         Am not hated?

         Am not lied to?

         Am not sent for and then sent away?

         Am not asked to contribute my life?

         If you had any idea of it,                          94

         You would not invoke

         …….. Poetry, so lightly

SIDESHOW IN CRUEL GARTERS                                   (93)

           Your poetry is soggy                              93

           With the sotweed factor

               Milking poetry’s shriveled breasts            91

               The poem does not know

               It’s sucking on a wetnurse

               While its mother is full,

               Ripe, exploding,

               But too busy

         Wildlife Loving                                     94

         Scamper Camper

         I fire the woods

         To make sure

         The animals

         Are not dead

           Ram stall                                         93

           Butt out

         The spirit of her tits                              94

         Took

         A rest

               You gave your life to                         91

               The dream you dreamt of me

               I did too

               So sorry

         No, it’s not true;                                  94

         Women of color do not have longer tongues

         Father’s Lesson                                     94

         All love is precious

SISYPHUS                                                    (93)

       SISSY PUS

         Bitter about the bitterness?                        94

         But you don’t feed your man on the right diet

         Of love and exercise and tenderness

         Ah, well, who needs sugar?  You can always buy it.

       BUT WATCH OUT FOR

SKAZ                                                        (93)

       SCAGS AND GERMS

SKOOB                                                         (94)

       SCUBA DIVING FOR MUFFS

       WITH

SKYLARK                                                       (94)

       TONGUES

           Damn Yankees!                                     93

           They Steal the Oil From the Land                  93

           So I drive to the post office

           Twenty times a week,

           Mailing out letters of protest

               In the fever of Summer                        91

               I found a pool of water

               Jumped in with my friends

               Shouted delight

               Then Carl Rowan came out and shot me

             I was told I could get                          92

             My old teacher’s job

             If I reported him

             For child abuse

         To That Lazy Librarian                              94

         If you’d been doing your job

         She wouldn’t need picturebooks

         About pregnancy

         She would have read from lines like mine

         About what a GRAND time

         It is to be on your knees, pumping out sperm,

         On your back, ingesting injustice

         And how we’re made to pay and pay and pay

         For the pleasure

               At my poetry readings                         91

               I do a table dance to pronounce

               The beauty of the line

               Of my legs and hips

               To accentuate the body of my work,

               Because men (and most women) will listen to nipples

               Stuck out in the middle of a teeshirt line

             Grandma wore a live fox as a scarf              92

               And little lines of poetiferousness, too           91

             Living in Reality and Dreams                    92

             Broken

             Fantasy

             Breaker,

             Broke

         Forever frozen in midsentence                      94

         Kickboxing karate angels

         I will tell you that I really …..

         Withered                                            94

         Before mankind was so terrible

         So hopeless and hollow

         You heard the tones of “in whose image”

             I don’t even see                                92

             Yesterday

             Though these tears

SONOMA MANDALA                                                (94)

       MANDELA MANIA (GREAT OR NOT)

         Necklaces                                           94

         There are people who are combustible

         We know this because our solid waste policy

         Allows the burning of tires

             Sucking bronze statues,                         92

             I lose the flesh features

             Of the man that he is,

             Deny him his humanity

             By denying the truth

             Of beauty

             Objectifying metal

             Like men aren’t able to

             They’re the romantic ones.

             I don’t care about flowers,

             Just like to watch them pose

             And crawl

           No one was ever nice to me                      93

           Not the way I wanted them to be

           Inbreeding keeps kids from having mad eyes?            93

           Seeds sown in our slippers                        93

           We throw out old laundry

           Check the pockets of our jeans

           For loose grandmothers

               Hava Nagila?                                  91

               Go ahead,

               Have one on me

             A good mount                                    92

             Does not hang, after being hunted down,

             Dead, against the wall,

             Sometimes, isn’t even horny

             Teeshirt Poetry                                92

             “Up mine!”

         Oh me, oh my                                        94

         Oh, why isn’t life

         As dreary and dull

         And awful as it is in books

         Of poetry?

           You have to admit                                 93

           Everyone is crazy,

           Completely insane,

           Hopelessly lost in the ozone,

           So, let’s fuck, huh?

         Picture this one;                                   94

         I envied the bitch in heat:

         To be a bitch so openly

         And, yet, be surrounded

           I’ll describe a scene                             93

           To trigger visions

           So that you’ll listen,

           Like the puppy licking my chocolate breasts,

           To the last line, which I will

           Throw in as a statement.

           Live free or die.

             Perfection                                      92

             Alberto the Cuban rebel/guitarist

             Taught me how to split a log for the fire

             (9 millimeter bullets are expensive and fun but

              also efficient)

         She raised her son                                  94

         To be pussywhipped

         Heavy

         Cream curdling in its container

               Animal Secrets                                91

               Swallow, Tern, Robin,

               Bitch, Ass, Maggot

             Now sheets( ironed) are “blank”                 92

             Not crisp

             And old ladies that bore

             Generations/ (Bore readers,) get

             Only “an hour’s rest”?

             (I picture them, lost at their typewriters

             Spitting on their grandmother’s legacies

             And my grandmother’s too.

             You spit on your grandmother’s

             Legacy!

             That’s why you’re lost;

             You don’t know the synthesis of rebellion

             The smushing together of pursed lips

             The iron is still too cool

             To make a good sizzle

             Schizophrenic Poets and Religious Lovers        92

             Hating progress

             Loving the fruits of it

             Sucking the juice out of their wordprocessors

             Man,                                            92

             This ain’t right, man.

             I don’t want no fuckin’

             Hang gliders

             Scaring my fuckin’ birds

             Treasures?                                      92

             Don’t natural wonders display their own price tags?

           I need an image, a new image                      93

           I need imagery, NOW,

           Or I’ll go all prosey

           Uh, uh

           Petunia in a pancake

           Uh, uh

           Six galloping julien fries

           Uh, uh

           The moon, sandwiched between lettuce and bacon

           Uh, uh

           Ice cream dripping onto my sweating cleavage,

           Strawberry bosom, scooped by tender tendrils of butterfly

           Shrimp

           Oh! ….

           Uh, nevermind.

           Maybe all I needed was lunch

               Moron of many big words                       91

             He looks like a zootsuiter                     92

             Spinning keys on a chain,

             That precocious little baby of mine,

             Playing jump rope with our umbilical cord

           The game warden                                   93

           And poacher

           Entertain each other

             Chalk crumbles to bits                          92

             In the excited teacher’s hands

             We, the experienced, know the value of chalk

         You                                                 94

         Really mean nothing to me

         I’d rather have a revolver

         Than your facedown, flat poetry

               The poverty paradox                           91

               Third world soup song

               Everyone should eat soybeans

               I don’t need steak

               Anyway, I’m on a starvation diet

       THEY HAVE US COMPETING

       IN DEAD FIELDS

       LIKE POETRY

       (THOUGH TEACHING AND LECTURING MAKE MONEY)

       THEY HAVE US COMPETING

       COMPETING AGAINST THE BODY

       THAT USED TO BE “OURSELVES”

       THEY HAVE US COMPETING

       NOT THE GOOD KIND, EITHER,

       FOR TOO FEW PRIZES

       FOR ALL SISTERS TO SHARE IN

       JUST ENOUGH TO KEEP US,

       SISTERS AND BROTHERS

       FROM COMPETING AGAINST THEM

       AND WHO IS “THEM”

       IF ANY ONE OF “US” KNEW THAT

       WE WOULD BE OUTCAST FROM “OURSELVES”

       AND WHAT IF ALL THIS IS PARANOIA?

       IF THERE IS NO “THEY”, NO CONTROLLING

       ENTITY THAT WE ARE NOT,

       THAT WOULD BE THE BEGINNING OF PARANOIA

             It is easier to pen silver lines                92

             When you’re born with a spoon in your mouth

             She’s a poor girl, but rich inspiration         92

             For my, sometimes, slumming poetry

         Radical Lonna                                       94

         19yearold poet

         Who says she is lonely

         Protests nothing

         “Kill My Landlord”                                  94

         `Cus Cambi says we got mushroom clowns

         Growing up our asses (or was it blowing up our asses?)

         And tyrant whales about to overthrow us

         And just enough air to breathe

         To pay off this month’s thrills

               Empathy                                       91

               Burnout and not a peep from the

               Pope

               I grew a dang pickeralstyle pickle this big!  91

             Nothing happened                                92

             Didn’t cut my finger

             There’s no way around it,

             Three bottles

             left

               Tragicly pretty                                91

               Cyan starburst

               Burning out before

               It reaches 7 billion

               GET OFF IT!!

         Seeing Self in Everything                           94

         Image of

         A personified

         Concept

         Twisted

         By saying the idiom

         Is not axiomatic

         To the fishing pole

               We’re talking mob rule                        91

               Doubleentendre intended

               Better organized crime

               Than the other kind;

               Then, at least, you know

               What kind of asshole

               You have to be.

               When we begin to believe

               We’re talking survival

               It’s easier to get us

               To agree, “Fuck Freedom!”

             The Mountains See It Before We Do               92

             But we keep the day

             And feed it celery.

         Donna, making crooked tracks,                       94

         Trudging through the deep snow

         And wilderness of her mind’s exile

         And the twisted path it takes,

         Steal heat from the heart.

         Then she wakes, startled,

         Dumping halfgallons of icecream

         In buckets, to the freezer floor

         Of the grocery store

         Semantic confusion.

         Having left it to cool off

         In the walkin refrigerator,

         It was not an exile but an exaisle

             When The Work Is Done                           92

             Spotlessly clean kitchen

             Shining, prim,

             Is eerie at midnight,

             Smells of death

TESSERA BILINGUAL WOMEN FROM ONTARIO IN TRANSLATION            (94)

         These Tears                                         94

         I won’t be happy

         Until the whole world,

         Maggot to magistrate,

         Plant, vegetable, fish, animal,

         All hear me crying these tears

             We publish bad poets from                       92

             All around the world

               Oblivious                                     91

               Complacent, comfortable

               In a cage,

               Squeezing in on you

         Thorny Subjects                                     94

         Guns, trapping, bullets

         Potatoes, potato velocity, etc.

               Teaching me to “lick the underside”           91

             You bring down the hatchet                      92

             To chop the timeline,

             Cut me off from the past

         Creating the monsters of a bad trip,                94

         Goofing, they used to call it,

         Scaring up images of animals

         To inject into our dreams

         Scarey scarey animal kingdom

         Scary dark Africa

         You make me wonder

         If you aren’t a hunter

         Or a land developer

         Or a concrete contractor

         Or a politician

             My old father                                   92

             Is my conscience

             My new father

             Is my ego

             But I’m still

             Looking for my

             Birth father,

             My id

         We’ve given up writing poetry                       94

         It’s all these bills and debts everywhere

         All the romance of knights and princesses

         Is squashed under a rotting roof, falling

         From termites and tradition

               Lucky Visions of a Lady                       91

               First edition

               Parole replacement

TIGHT                                                         (94)

       EPESIOTOMY MIRROR OF

         Joy                                                 94

         Is a timerelease capsule

         And grief is a bad cold

         No!  Wait!

         Grief is a timerelease capsule

         And joy is a bad cold

TIMBERLINES                                                   (94)

       CARVED IN TREES

         Sweet tree lines                                    94

         (Awash) In fall colors

         So to hear the sound of “timber”

             All those rich women                            92

             Carrying around celestial bodies

             (The sun, the moon, the stars)

             In their purses

             While, we, less fortunate ones

             Must cherish them

             With pursed lips

               Not Finding the Proper Form at the Back,      91

               She Exploded Into Her Favorite Escape

               Her fit didn’t fit the format,

               So she stormed out and found shoes

               That would fit

             Shall I put a moral                             92

             Into a verse with rhyme?

             Or should I, rather, get a job

             And make some profit from my time?

           I wish I talked                                   93

           Ching, thump, whir

           Clank, phizzzzz.

           Then I could talk

           To my car

         Shall I Compare Myself With Me?                     94

         Better not.  Competition’s bad

         And mnemonic schizophrenia’s

         Still a possibility

         Nah,                                                94

         He ripped open the “I”

         That never again was shut

         And turned his lover,

         Poetry,

         Into an aging slut

             Tramp tree                                      92

             Out of mythology

             Pulls up its roots

             And leaves

         Homeric Heroineaddict                              94

         Stuffs Moliere’s methodone

         Into Alice Walker’s arm

         (Even though it’s only legal orally)

             Graycoloured,                                  92

             British

             Beauty fades

             (While some of us, here,

             Keep replacing parts

             Until the car rusts away

             From inside)

           “She” should have been                            93

           A good girl

           And buttered your potatoes

           Too

               Plant Trees, Not Three Plants                 91

               Go lots, go!

               Go lots(in kulots)

               Go lots go!

               Golots and Helots and Shelots and Welots

               And bigots and whatnots in factory car lots;

               Now, that’s what I call a lot of diversity.

               Tompoet                                       91

               Sentient  A nice word

               Most of the time, my lover is a “guy”

               And still is sentient

               Maybe I’m the one who sounds male,

               In comparison, but

               I had a poet big brother

               I used to play poetry

               With the boys in the schoolyard

             Europeanization                                 92

             For a colonial nation

         Tainted by proposals, I                             94

         Don’t dare approach beauty

         With psychology.

         Overly impressed

         By a good body

         I can’t find a model

         For my poetry.

           Nighvisiton

           ….. He said

           Past crying, men and boys, left naked before

           Heaven, scream before she has taken all eyes.

           Hell ghosts in floats left a window

           Times a thousand.  Veiled dreaming of the thousand

           Naked midnights, more lady to princess,

           She’s my my and and through.

         Can’t                                               94

         “Revoke”

         Life fuckups

         On the laws

         That created them

         Anyway, Eating is Passé                             94

         If we didn’t butcher cows

         For the store

         Who would keep them

         From going extinct?

               But                                           91

             I love                                          92

           Butt                                              93

             The big problem with diapers                    92

             Is not that they pile up

               Lovetraitor                                  91

               Racetraitor

               Speciestraitor

               I can’t tell the haters

               From the lovers

           But, then again, vegetarians scribbled on paper        93

           That was made from cutdown trees

           Sat at chairs and desks made of tropical wood

           Drove smokey cars all those extra miles to the

                                              Whole Foods Market

           And made a mess in their own biodegradable

                                             cleartunneled ways.

         Pulling violence out                                94

         With limbic insertions

         Implanting the peace

         Of a mere machine

         That only requires gas and oil

               I really want you back                        91

               But before you come

               You have to promise

               Not to go through

               My trash anymore

               Because, now,

               I’ve shaped up

               And am prettier

           Transmuted                                        93

           Here, shining, she,

           A glinting and slippery mermaid,

           Creature of and on the green end,

           Waves and leaves again

           But

           There, the stone trees are solid

           And the man, reduced, subdued,

           Not wooden, sits through the wood pew

           To “they”, transmuted.

           A year before he died,

           My grandfather didn’t say anything

           To me and I didn’t call him.

           I was far off and working on a

           Callgirl’s career

               Sexual Harassment At Home                     91

               Dinner is burning

               Shoelace undone

               Catapult the garbage

               Black, flying fish

               Hidden in aerial shadows

               From vicious cats

               That wish us dead

               Because the dogs get the scraps

               And the cats

               Don’t frighten the bad guys

               Who hoot and howl

               From hungry shadows

               And only subside

               To commit more murders

               And all this mess

               Because you wouldn’t listen

               When I said, “No.”

             Mortified But Not Fried                         92

             …. And “she” will be

             Ever mortalized

             In the dying lines

             Of my “she” poetry

             No Gore Allowed                                 92

             Virgin in a vest?

             Virgin vessel?

             Romance?

             Sword dance?

             Vestal virgin

             Eggs, over easy

             With catsup

   VICTIMOLOGY                                               (92)

       OF THE

VIETNAM GENERATION                                            (94)

           Dad explained                                     93

           How hard it is

           To understand.

               Crawling back into                            91

               Mother Earth’s

               Ocean,

               Face smushed

       TASTING

VIRGIN MEAT                                                   (94)

       DESTROYED

VIRGINIA Q                                                    (94)

VIRTUE                                                        (94)

         How To Mop Mud With Grace                           94

         Let Grace

         Scoop

         While you

         Swirl

               So, I’ll just sit in my skinny office,        91

               Remembering Moses and Donald and all

               Insert my stubby fingers into children’s brains

               And sniff the juices while I watch their pain

               Then I’ll take the whole thing

               Back to Moses again.

           How can I sit shiva                               93

           On yon kipper

           Without getting Shiva’s

           Bottom oily?

WOMEN IN THE MOON                                             (94)

       WOMEN IN THE MOOD

         “No sexual abuse themes this year”                  94

         just lessons on how to lie

         and like it and to be proud

         of your deceit and devices

         while i am still sexually abused

         Fastfood buffet reminds me                         94

         Of the day I was born and wasn’t

         Scooped like a Csection

         Into shallow plates

         At a good foodcost percentage,

         Delivered,

         All prepped,

         By the truckload

               R,_W,_&_B                                     91

               My words

               Are blue

               Varicose veins

               Of patriotic

               Coloration

               Caucasian

               With high high

               Blood pressure

             Then I had to put my face                       92

             Into the couch

             Dropping children like                          92

             Simile

             Like smiles

         Foxy                                                94

         Caught in a trap

         She forgot

         All about the chickens

         What a revelation!                                94

          That lumberjacking

         Is a real profession

         In the sense that it

         Is money for something

         That is really needed,

         The cleaning , pruning,

         Nurturing of the land

         Yeah, “A world                                      94

         Only we can build”

             Listening to the pitterpatter                  92

             Of tiny

             Eggs going to ground

               Unwilled Passions?                            91

               Hormones in harnesses

               Limbic lollypops

         I am an ant                                         94

         Crawling over the rotten stump

         Of history

         Looking for flesh to sting

         And for food

               No Need for Love Until the Visions Start           91

               Until the Hunger

               Open wide

               To eat this warm apple

               Then you’ll know love

         As a woman, I prefer men                            94

         Does that make me sexist?

         Many black men have treated

         Women like me like chattel

         Smooth outside, seeing white

         Skin under the sheets,

         Slapping me with their genitals

         Does that make me racist?

         I’m scared that the women I lick

         Will try to frighten off my men

         Does that make me homophobic?

         I love the moist skin of youth

         Does that make me ageist?

         I’d rather be upper middle class

         Does that make me classist?

         I sometimes am defined

         By the smell of sex

         Does that ban me as erotic

         I love a good limerick

         Sometimes I

         Write certain line lengths

         In controlled form

         What is all that compared

         To your prejudice

         Which keeps you from reading me?

         The only things

         That are even a little different

         Are the poetry pieces

         Under these seasons of change

         Written

         In this old house

         And the barn

         That needs rebuilding

         And the windows

         That crack in the Winter

         No Doggerel                                         94

         No Dog Growls

         Leo, the mutt, plays

         Elbows on the grass

         Butt up, nipping At Woolybooger

         The Big black chowdog

         Who reigns now

         “Come on! Play!”

         But there’s too much

         To do as top dog

         That’s what Leo envies

         A sense of purpose

         We dive out of democracy                            94

         Into a pool of dictatorship

         By the majority

         Who say collectively,

         Unconscious, “Hold

         Your neighbor’s Hand

         And float because

         It’s a sin to swim”

         Frying Fish                                         94

         Flying fish

         (flipped)

         Which “element”

         Is theirs?

       THE

WISE WOMAN                                                    (94)

       WASHES

             Why wisdom for women?                           92

             Why is wisdom not world wisdom,

             Universal wisdom?

             Why menstrual wisdom?

             Why answer?

         Oh, clap your pustual trap ya whining twit          94

         Trying to teach your sisters

         Lessons you still need to learn

         “We’re the same”

         “We’re different”

         “We’re the same”

         “We’re different”

         “Tastes great”

         “Looks good”

         Even the toilet’s scrubbed and foreign.

         Someone made the water blue

         Domino effect with falling towels

         In Lightning colors of hauberked nakedness

         Like stiff cotten

         And there were flying mistresses of furballs

         Against the wall by the spiget

             Rainier Marie                                   92

             Still wrong, MarieCarol Becker

             The songs, the sonnets, the elegies,

             The prose don’t translate, it’s true,

             But, more still, the mood can’t be left to you,

             Sitting in the Swiss Alps, breathing old air,

             Breaking in hiking boots, deaf to cowbells.

             Do you have Rodin, chipping away every day,

             At the granite of your head, removing every part

             That is not art;  In circular motions with his hands

             Smoothing your bust, the bust of inspiration?

             Do you have a wealthy mistress, who takes you in

             Like the stormcat?  Do you sit with The Panther,

             Shaking your head, stuffing another line in the dresser?

             Well, even if you do, I can’t leave the mood to you,

             Outside of The Castle’s grandeur,

             In the fair weather of the now,

             Because it was storming cats and dogs of unrememberance

             Then  Yes, back then, it was rainier, Marie.

             Rhomboid                                        92

             “Just like the one who ran

             What do you do when you’re” RHOMBOID

             “`Cus you know you’re” no man?

             Why Women Piss Me Off (More than Men)           92

             We were supposed to be better

             Make it better

             Compete to change

             Beyond the surface

             But we didn’t

             We were not better

             Could not be, by those rules

             Everyone knows

             Men have always been better

             Always been better

             At being total assholes

         This is you, you weak little bimbette octopussy,         94

         This poem you didn’t write

         “Touch me and I’ll be bad

         I’ll be bad and touch me

         But don’t send me any

         Fuckin’ haiku!”

             Scrubbing the dirty bottom                      92

             Of the twoheaded baby

             You bore and called Poetry

             Already stinging it sightless with soap

             Putting screams in its burbling mouths

             Considering murder vicariously

             You say they say “Stop, you’re killing me!”

           My father lit my hair on fire!                    93

           Fuck him

           Fuck him

           Fuck him!  He even had the nerve

           To try to tell me it was an accident!

           Hah!

             In and out                                      92

             Of an

             Iron curtain mood

             Prop

             Propaganda

             Translations

             Of bad translations

             Where the setting

             And the character names are all

             That are left to play

               Winter heart contracts                        91

               Unborn

               Ungathered

               Unpotato

               Unto

               Una

               Unroaming

               Unfarm

               Undog

               Unleave me together

               Unstars

               Undigestion

WORDS OF WISDOM                                               (94)

       FALLOUT

         Mallard makes green you bow?                        94

         What would a loon make brown you do?

               Tribal Words                                  91

               Dancing together

               On the outskirts

               Of costumed frills

               Hemming and hawing

               About the proximity

               Of petticoats

         Bigotry                                             94

         Got big

         Try

         I go

         Bigotry

         Bigotry                                             94

         Don’t talk

         About

         Big

         Ot

         Ry

         Unless you

         Know

         What

         An

         Ot

         Is.

         Don’t talk to me about racism or the racist experience

         You can’t possibly know what it’s like to be a racist,

         Not having lived as a racist

         Don’t talk to me about sexism, etc.

         Don’t talk to me about homophobia

         Species: Pig of ClosedMindedness

         noooo, you can talk about that.

         You do know about that.

         OBEY!                                               94

         Nibbles that tremble

         OBEY!

         Friends and loved ones

         OBEY!

         Toast me

         Tea me

         Cup me in your calloused heartstrings

         In C# Minor

         Green World!                                        94

         Floral revolution

         Under the floral leadership

         Of ruling vegetables

         Stamen (sta y men?) and pistol stuff

         Guntotingpoets

         Who don’t leave their wives

           Make humans stupid and weak enough                93

           And they’ll not fight for love,

           Nor land, nor freedom, nor food,

           Nor comfort, nor ideals, nor self,

           Nor soul

               Caught in the tryst                            91

               Between .32 caliber

               And 10 millimeters

         erotica  pornography metaphors                    94

           It’s a big world of art, now                      93

           Commemorate your ass off!